Adopted By Iballisticsquid!!

I am so sorry...........

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Ash's POV

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I feel terrible, I hurt my best mate, probably lost all my friends, I hope they can forgive. I had no control over what i was doing. I guess i need to tell them. The only one that knows is Dan because i went mental when he came over and i had to tell him, but that was 4 years ago, i thought i had it under control. Although we all know i was wrong. My wife knows about it but i do not think Oli knows about it. He must have been really scared.

Mr. Ashley Hall,

You can just call me Ash.

OK Ash, you are free to go as long as you take the new medicine

Alright thank you,

No problem, just next time if you feel like you are getting angry go to the doctor before it gets out of hand again

OK i will, i do not want to hurt anyone else, i feel like a idiot for letting it get that far out of hand

Then i sign a paper and walk out, the first think that came to mine was go see how squid was, i know i made a really bad impression for Jade, most of all i hope she will not be scared to be around me, i am not a bad person.........................................................................................................................

After sitting there for a while hating myself, i call Dan because he will probably know were Squid is.

I dial his number, and wait for it to ring.

After awhile of it ringing i finally hang up.

Then i just go to the closest hospital that i can think of and ask if David Spenser was there.

They said yes and told me that he was on the 2nd floor and room number 105.

"Great thank you" I said before walking towards the elevators.

In the elevators, i think of all the worst possible ways it could have ended.

In a way i kind of hope that Nicole and the kids are not there, mainly because i need time to talk to Squid alone and if they are there then i do not think they would let me be alone with him.

Once the elevators stop, i get out and look for room 105.

After i found it i take a big breath and walk in, and i immediately have tears in my eye's.

I do not usually get emotional about things like this, but knowing that i did this to him, is just, different i guess.

I walk in and sit down beside his bed.

At first i thought he was just sleeping, but then i look above him and see a sign that says "Coma".

That's when i lost it.....................................

I sat there balling like a baby for about a half hour, then i finally get my self back together.

Hey Squid........I am So sorry about what happened, i had no control over what i was doing.......If i could go back i would.....Your my best mate, you know i would never hurt you on purpose.

Then the Door opened........And behind it was Jade, Lee, Joe and Nicole.

Great, i thought to myself.

What are you doing here?? Nicole asked

I am sorry, i just needed to see Squid, Can i talk to you alone please?

Sure, Joe stay here with Jade and Lee, i will be back. Nicole said

OK, are you sure you do not want me to come? Joe replied