c̲a̲n̲v̲a̲s̲ :̲ T̲a̲e̲j̲i̲n̲

'Nae Sarang'

Taehyung' pov :

I'm Kim taehyung the most famous painter across the world. That's what everyone define me as. That's the only thing people knew about me. They sees me as a passionate artist. But I wasn't this passionate about my work. Until I met HIM my inspiration, the love of my life.

The day we collided my view of everything changed.

I was a newby in the world of color, my only goal was to earn good amount of money, So I could servive, and could make my grand mother proud, I was a collage student who just joined the art club. I always had been intrested in painting, the colors sooth my mind and help me relax, I had a really different conection with colors that drive me towards them.
But I never thought that I would pursue further studies in Arts. It would be my source lf living, I just liked to carve my thoughts in the canvas.

During my starting day of collage I was getting attention for my looks, so with time my work starts to get attention too. Everyone was just intrested in seeing what I paint on the canvas. But no one once tried to know my feelings. No one knows what I was going through those days. No one know what kind of emotions I felt during the toughest time of my life.

I was sad that my work is not being given the importance it deserved and people were not able to understand the message behind my work. They don't understand the emotions behind the single line I carved on the canvas. Every stroke of my brush implies the pain in my heart.

But i worked hard beside all this to support my family and to buy all luxry i dreamed to give my grand mother. Who was my biggst supporter and my strength. So every week i participated in the collage's exhibition of art, which helped me a little in buying medicine for my grand mother. She was the only reason for me to going on, my parents were not happy with my decision because they think the pieces of Canvas can't support my family.
But I worked hard to see my grand mother smile again and to see the proudness in her eyes. She used to say That

'' one day my taehyungie would be so famous..... ''

I was collecting money by participating in different art exhibition, conducting in our collage. Exhibitions were always so boring for me but from the day I saw him I always looked forward for exhibitions every week. I remembered him he was a pretty boy with big glasses, a small blue bag hanging over his shoulder. He was beautifully looking at my painting, I was unknowingly holding my breath. He was carefully looking at my painting , then he pouted a little and said

'' He is sad ''

Then put his hand in his bag and took out a chocolate bar from his bag along with a sticky note. He wrote something on the note and stick the note along with chocolate in the canvas and left.

I rushed towards my painting and garbed the note along with chocolate.
The note says

'' Don't be sad, just remember that there are billions of cells in your body and all they care about is you.....

~With love ''

That single bar of chocolate made my day.

After that day I always look forward for his note and the chocolate bar. He never forgot to attend my exibition and neither forget the beautiful notes that always light up my life and bring smile to my face.
For me he was an angel....my angel who was sent to light up my life. Who felt my emotions and cared about me. I still have each and every note he wrote for me. I preserve his gifts for me that are more valuable then anything.

When i was in my last semesters I lost my grand mother. That was the most painful phase of my life. For a month I wasn't able recover from the pain. And decided to paint the sadness on the canvas. But my brain wasn't supporting me, I wasn't able to carve a single line without deteriorating the whole canvas.