CONTRACT MARRIAGE

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You are walking towards your university, taking your phone out of your pocket to text your husband...
"Y/n" someone called you from behind you looked back to find out who called you .. you mood went happy to all irritated it's Joshua.. you are about to leave but he hold your hand , "don't touch me , how many times I have to say this" you are not in mood to shout at someone, someone like him ..
He take his hand back "y/n I'm so sorry for whatever I did" you shake your head "I think I said I'm married" you voiced annoyed.. "ik ik and .... I'm not here to distrub you ... I'm just saying forgive me for everything I did" he took break out and continue "can't we be friends y/n" before you can say anything, he hurriedly said "no no ... Not a friend you talk every day , but a friend you smile or wave or sometimes meet for dinner" you heart twich a little bit when you saw clear tears dropping down his .. You loved this person , even after whatever he did , it's a feeling you don't feel anymore but you felt once .... "Joshua, don't cry ..... We can't be friends" you close your eyes while you decline  his stupid request... "I know you have a very caring husband, and probably you guys are emotionally so close to eachother, more then I can ever be ... I understand y/n .. I do understand , he loves you alot" Joshua kept talking about he understand why you declined this offer but you can't hear anything something that he said seems to not leave you mind even after while when you are sitting with your bestfriend looking down at your book ,
'emotionally close ? He knows me ? He loves me?' this questions kept running through your mind , you are looking at your phone, you did write a text saying "Jungkookie I reached" but you didn't send it , why would you ? Is he even gonna care ? You both don't know eachother, you just making out , you guys are physically pretty close but why ? ...

"Y/n , don't you wanna go home" Minnie said  streching her hand and neck .. "yes , let's go" you get up from your seat .. "wait what are you eating, give me one" you hugged Minnie lazily from behind "it's coconut favour babe , you can't have it" , you are  allergic to coconut ...

"Hyung help me ?" Jungkook hugged Jimin from behind like kid .. "how can I help you , I don't know about y/n" Jimin replied..
"She didn't text me , I thought she did leave the house with a good mood" , Jimin turned around"you surely did something she didn't liked" .... Talking to Jimin didn't help Jungkook at all , he didn't solve Jungkook's problem at all but put Jungkook into more riddle, 'what is something you didn't liked ?'

You entered the house , feeling tired after a long long day of univercity...
You went to the kitchen the first thing to make yourself a good strong coffee ...
"Gosh , It's my sixth coffee of the day , I need to control myself" you took another slip "but it feels so good" you relax your shoulder...
Your shoulder again felt the tension as soon as you two arms wrap around your waist pulling your towards the person as your back hit the well bulid chest .. it's Jungkook.

"Why did leave the door open like that , it's not good y/n" he said as he placed a kiss on your neck .. you close your eyes , pushing him  a little bit as you turn around to face him , not letting the hormones or what ever it is drive you this time.. you just tell out a weak "I'm sorry" , you walk pass him , "something is horribly wrong" Jungkook murmured to himself.. "y/n you didn't text me , I told you to do so" , Jungkook sound so casual , 'I was very busy" you replied shortly, Jungkook again pull you towards him , hugging you , 'gosh why do you always melt in his touch' you do rest your head on his chest, but again you felt his hand moving closer to hips , 'did he even notice you are down , did he even care ? Did he just wants to touch you .. that's it ?' you pull yourself away from him , "Jungkook I'm tired, I'm going to sleep" you said ... "You can rest but I did brought you something" he handed you a plastic bag , your face light up , you opened the package , your smile grows bigger with a sharp pain in your heart  , coconut chocolate ...  You look up to him , he smiled and give you a long peck on your lips , "go sleep now" Jungkook said backing up from you and turning his back to you walking towards the kitchen.. "Good night" you voiced it very slowly not wanting him to notice your crack voice and tears that your trying hard to control..

You close the door behind you , you fall on your knees,  you bend down as your head touch the ground... Tears rolling down your cheeks , you wanna cry so loudly but you can't... You hold the coconut chocolate box close to your chest, you cried this time a little louder, the sudden reality check , it really hurts, you both grow in your relationship but you only know how to fuck eachother you guys don't know eachother..

"why does it even hurting , why you even care ? don't act like you didn't fucked anyone before just for fun " You talked to yourself sitting infront of the mirror..
"Because you love him" you again close your eyes , tears rolling down..

It's really hard for you to accept the fact that people you fallen love with don't think more than your body ... First Joshua now again Jungkook..

A/n : thanks for reading this .. Please check out my new story "My doctor" on Wattpad .. it's a very different storyline... Please check out ofc it's your choice ...