I was at school wondering why my grades are low, why am I not smart like my parents and siblings? Why can't I be apart of honor
students? I tried so hard and study it carefully even though I already review it twice, I repeat it because I eagerly wanted to have higher grades, but I failed, it's not fair for me because I work hard but why can't I deserve a higher grades? Maybe I'm just overwhelmed to the fact of forgetting my health, I became insecure of my body and think of ending my life, in our family we didn't had a history of low grades because they're all smart, I just want to make my parents be proud of me, but why can't I do that? It's very obvious that I'm not worthy being there oldest child, even though I cannot give them what they deserve they still want me to finish studying because grades are not all about how smart we are it's all about how we learned and how we managed being our selves, having a 75 and 85 is enough it's worth it, even though you're you didn't have such a higher grades but still be proud of yourself, because that's all you can do, there's nothing to be worry about having low grades, most of the successful people also experience having low grades because that's what success means, you can't reach you're goals if you didn't work hard on it.
