ᴘʀᴏᴍɪꜱᴇ - ᴀᴛꜱᴜᴍᴜ ᴍɪʏᴀ

𝐍𝐨 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭

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Miya a

Hey Kura you okay?
Im sorry for that girl
I should not of told her
And she shouldn't of said anything
I just want you to know I'm here and I'm sorry

Ok

Maybe I was mad about the girl?

Or was it that he told the girl my secret?

Or even maybe it was both

I look at myself across the small bathroom as the dim yellow light flooded my eyes as I switched it on. I suddenly became ten times more aware of everything.

Every step on the white cold tiles felt like I was treading on something sharp.

The flickering in the lights agitated my eyes.

The mirror I looked into showed my face

The one I hated

The one with dark circles and the layers of makeup to hide them

The hair that I dyed impulsively

The nails I bit on the way back from the airport

The sink that water drops slowly dropped down from

Why am I so sensitive?

I felt numb.
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The next day I hadn't left my room.

I mean I couldn't

It felt like I had weights pulling me down as I tried to force myself up

They won though

I sat and scrolled through my socials endlessly for hours

Waiting for something to change my blank expression

Something popped up though it changed the plain bored look making my eyes widen a little

Aoi

Kuraaaa!!

Hello

Hruuu?

I'm ok wbu

I'm good I miss ypuuuuuu wanna come over

Hmmm
Fineee

Coming to get ya in a hour
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After getting ready and changing I finally am in her car, and we'll let's say she likes her music loud.