Nick's pov:
For the past few months I feel like I've been left out, and I've told them multiple times but they're just like"were not don't overthink" but I live with overthinking.
In car vids they always talk to eachother but when they ask for my opinion I don't really engage with their conversations, I don't really think they noticed yet
Me and Chris made plans to go to a restaurant to get food for lunch, but Chris said he's going with matt, I feel like my brothers hate me, like they act like they do.
3rd person pov:
Nick tries to go and talk to Matt and Chris, but they ignore him once again.
He gives up on telling them that he drifts into a depression state, and just gives up on everything.
He starts to drink(I know they're sober but for the sake of the story he drinks) to cope with everything. He starts to not sleep, and looks so bad, and eventually starts self harm and his mental health just goes downhill from there.
Of course matt nor Chris notice because they're too busy hanging out with eachother to notice.
What they do notice is the dark under eye bags indicating he doesn't sleep well but they brush it off because they think he can deal with it by himself. But they're wrong.
He's not doing well mentally or physically, and his brothers just don't realize what they're doing to Nick's mental health.
Nick's pov:
I started to drink alcohol, and sh, but I haven't told Matt or Chris because they won't care, they don't ever hangout with me anymore l, and I even asked them multiple times that, that bothers me but they don't listen, just brushes it off and says " don't worry we'll all hangout together tomorrow", but they always cancel and says tomorrow this tomorrow that and always cancel.
I've been having suicidal thoughts lately and I have a plan, but of course I didn't tell matt and Chris, because they'd brush it off, and tell me I'm an "attention seeker" lol ke they always do.
~the next day~
Nick's pov:
Maybe I should try to talk to them into spending time with me, I've been spending a lot of time in my room because no one cares about me anymore.
Matt's pov:
"Maybe we should invite nick to come with us to the movies because he hasn't gotten out of the house in awhile" I say to Chris as we get going.
Chris hesitates then agrees
Nick's pov:
I had gotten ready to just end it all, when I hear footsteps coming closer to my room.
I'm leaving y'all on a cliffhanger but I'll post the next chapter tomorrow (hopefully).
Sorry for taking so long to post my first chapter on here but I just didn't know how to end it so I'm leaving you on a cliffhanger (sorry in advance)
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FanfictionI'm starting a imagine book!!! just stating a few things, so if you want a specific chapter either DM me or comment on the request page. I will try to update it as much as I can so be patient with me, and I'm not writing any smut or sexual stuff Po...
