Chapter 1-

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Chapter one-

Scared for School



As I sit on my bed, I stare at my purple walls. I look around the room till my eyes land on my alarm clock. It is now 2 in the morning and I have officially sat in the same spot for 5 hours. I really need to get to sleep but something is stoping me.

Worry.

I'm worried that tomorrow is going to be the worst day of my life. I'm worried that tomorrow isn't going to turn out like I want it to.

Tomorrow is my first day at Rift high school. Over the summer my mom, brother and I moved from Belle Glade, Florida to Pine Wood, California. I never really had any real friends so to wasn't any big deal to me.

I wasn't antisocial. I could honestly talk to anyone who would let me! It was that fact that NOBODY like me. I was just considered the schools "nerdy loser" or at least that's what the girls called me.

This year is going to be different. I am going to change. I'm not going to be the loser that everyone hates. I'm going to try to be better than what I was before.

I don't know why I'm worrying about this. It's not like everyone's going to hate me! Well I mean it happened before I don't see why it could happen again.

"Oh shut up, Fay!" I say to myself, "Your just putting bad thoughts in your mind!"

After a few minutes of internally arguing, with myself, I came to the conclusion that there is no point to this and I that was wasting my precious hours of sleep!

I crawl over to where my pillow is and snuggle into the covers. As I lay on my stomach, face smashed into my pillow, I drift into a deep, yet restless sleep.

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I was walking through the cafeteria at my new school. I looked down at my tray of food trying not to make eye contact with anyone. I knew that if I got sidetracked I would probably trip and fall flat on my face. As I stare down at my tray I count my steps. One... Two... Three... All of a sudden I felt two big hands on my back. Before I turn around to see who the hands belonged to they give my back a slight push, sending me flying across the floor. My face smashes into the mac n' cheese that was on my tray and I sit there for second. As I lift my face, which was covered in cheesy noodles I am meet with a ton of people laughing their butts off, yelling things like "what a loser" and "watch where you're going, Gay Fay!"

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I jolted out of bed when my alarm clock went off. Thank God! It was just a dream!

There were drops of sweat dripping down my face. This time I wasn't worried. I was scared. Scared that my first day of school, at a new high school, would turn out like my dream. I didn't want that to happen, considering I'm a senior. I glanced over at my clock and realized I should be getting out of bed to get ready.

I walked to my mirror and looked at myself.

I took a step back, and held in a scream. I looked like complete crap.

With dark circles under my golden caramel eyes from a restless sleep and my knotty, tangled dark brown hair, I realized today was not going to be nice to me. I raked my fingers through my hair hoping that would help. It didn't. After a few try's I gave up and got out my brush.

After detangling my hair and brushing my teeth I walked over to my closet to pick out clothes. I decide on a pair of skinny jeans and a tank top that had red and white horizontal stripes. I put on my make-up and headed down the stairs, ready to leave for school. When I walked into the kitchen my mom threw me a brown paper bag that had my lunch in it and muttered something that sounded like goodbye. My mom and I aren't on good terms right now but that's a story for another time.

I hop into my black camaro, and my ten year old brother Jesse yells to me from the porch, "Have a horrible day weirdo!"

"You know you love me!", I yell back.

He give a disgusted look and says, "What ever you say."

I drove for a little while before I pull into the parking lot of the huge school. I couldn't help but wonder if I'm ever going to find my way around this school.

I park in the furthest spot I can find without being too far away. I always like a good walk before going to school, but I would rather not be sweating up a storm. When I get out of my car and look around I can't help but feel like something weird is going to happen today. The feeling was unexplainable, and seemed to linger.

I try to shake the feeling off as best I can and plug head phones into my ears. I turn the volume up, unashamed of the music I listen to, and casually jammed out on my way into the school.

As I walk closer to the school I look around at all of the cars. A large lifted red truck whips into a spot a few yards ahead of me, and catches my attention. At least five well built, attractive boys file out of the truck, which made me stare even more. How in the world could five men as beautiful as that be in one place? It's hard to find one really hot guy, but five is unheard of. Well at least to me.

I was gawking at them for so long that I didn't even notice the bag someone had put behind their truck.

Of course I had taking a 'wonderful' trip to the ground...

Well I guess that explains the feeling I got!

I look back at the guys by the truck. I find them starring at me with huge smiles on their faces, obviously trying their hardest not to laugh.

So much has allready gone wrong today, and it has barely begun. I just hope this doesn't get any worse.

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