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''Cassie''! I yelled.
''What''? Cassie asked.
''Quite leaving your hair in the drain. It's fucking disgusting''. I said.
''It's just hair Theo''. Cassie said.
''Yeah, but it's your hair, you think I want to take a shower and see your blonde hair in sink''. I said.
''Whatever look Rue is here and she is looking for you''. Cassie said.
''Well tell her I'll be there after I get dressed''. I said as I went into my room.
''Hey T''. Rue said.
''Jeez Rue, what the fuck are you doing''? I asked.
''sorry, your mom said you were in the shower. And I couldn't wait''. Rue said.
''Wait for what''? I asked.
''Look there's this party and I need my drug buddy to come with me'. Rue said.
''Okay, first can I get dressed'' ? I asked.
''Sure go ahead''. Rue said.
Once I fineshed getting dressed, I saw Lexi giving Rue her piss.
''What the fuck Rue, are you getting my little sister into drugs''? I asked.
''What no, my mom is gonna need to drug test me, and Lexi is not a drug addict so I asked, her to piss for me''. Rue said.
''That better be true. Rue I don't need my sister on that stuff''. I said.
'' But your on it''. Rue said.
'' Yeah and you know damn why I'm on it, also could you talk I don't know a little quitter I don't need my family knowing I'm using drugs''. I said.
'' All right I know'' Rue said.
After Lexi gave Rue her piss, I got fully dressed and I drove my sisters to the party.
''Theo could you go any slower , McKay is properly thinking I'm not gonna come''. Cassie said as she yelled in my ear.
'' Oh I'm sorry if me not wanting to get in a car crash in bothering you''. I said.
'' Isn't Emilia there, she is properly wondering where you are''. Cassie said.
'' I already texted her that I was going to be late to thing so please fuck off Cassie''. I said.
We pulled up at the party and Cassie basically ran out of the car just to go see McKay.
Lexi and I got out of the car and saw Henry Smith. Henry Smith was the school's basic drug dealer. I met him when Rue introduced me to Fezco. Henry had this policy that in school I can't talk to him at school unless he talks to me first . I thought it was weird at first but hey he gives me the drugs I need so I agree with the policy.
'' Theo I'm gonna go find Rue, okay''. Lexi said.
'' Okay let me know when you find Rue''. I said as I went into the party.
As I went in in there Emilia came over to me.
'' Where have you been''. Emilia asked me.
'' I'm sorry I just had to make sure my sisters got here''. I said.
'' Okay whatever Theo your here now so come on''. Emilia said as she took my hand in a very aggressive way. Emilia and I have been together for a few years. We met in freshmen year and dated in Sophomore year. At first it was nice to be around her, Emilia always knew how to make me smile. But over time I guess she changed and all she ever cared about was her looks.
Emilia took me to the dance floor and we started dancing. We danced for a few hours but after that Emilia took her phone out and started posting a Bunge of photos of her chest .
'' You know you don't have to do that, Em you look fine I don't think social media needs to know that''. I said as I laughed.
'' How about you fuck off Theo seriously. Quit trying to control me would ya''. Emilia said.
'' Um I'm not trying to control you Em, I'm just letting you know that your beautiful just the way you are''. I said.
'' No your just saying stuff I want to hear, you don't actually mean that''. Emilia said.
'' Em I do mean what I'm saying. Look can we please just chill and have a good time please''. I said.
'' I don't know if we can since you started the fight''. Emilia said.
'' How did I start the fight''? I asked.
'' You know what just shut your mouth and get away from me, I can't deal with you right now. I'm getting a drink''. Emilia said.
'' How many drinks have you had''? I asked.
'' Jeez now I can't even get a drink''? Emilia said.
'' No of course you can, I'm just making sure your okay''. I said.
'' I will be once you get away from me''. Emilia said as she walked away.
As soon as Emilia went to the bar I felt my heart race in a panic way. I was having a panic attack. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door.
The main reason on why I got into drugs was to help with my fucking panic attacks. Same with Rue. They started in freshmen year and they just won't fucking go away. I then heard the door open.
'' Damn Howard looks like your about to have a break down in this shit''. Henry said.
'' Henry how the fuck did you open the door I locked it''. I said.
'' I picked it of course now where is it''? Henry asked as he was looking around the bathroom.
'' What are you looking for''? I asked.
'' I think my condemn fell out of my pocket ah here it is now pucker up Howard your girl is way to fine for you to be sitting in here, well unless you need drugs right now''. Henry said.
'' What no, Henry I'm with my sisters right now I can't have that shit''. I said.
'' Suit yourself, but honestly dude get the fuck up''. Henry said as he left.
Once I got out of the bathroom the party was basically over. I went over and saw Emilia drunk as shit.
'' Come om Em, let's get you home''. I said as I tried to take her hand but she slapped it away.
'' D-Don't touch me, B-besides Maddie is giving me a ride home''. Emilia said.
Maddie came by and grabbed Emilia's hand.
''I got her Theo'' Maddie said as she took Emilia in her car.
I drove my sisters home. Once we got home we all got out of the car we went into are house. I saw that are mom was where she always was on the couch drinking.
I loved my mom, and she loved us. I knew that. But ever since are dad left. I felt this pressure of being the man of the house.
'' Theo baby come here''. My mom said.
I sat down next to her on the couch as she played with my hair.
'' You and your sisters have fun''? Mom asked.
'' Yeah, um we did''. I said.
'' That's good. Your my good boy right Theo''? My mom asked.
'' Yeah mom'' I said as she kissed me on the cheek.
I went up to my room and locked the door and crashed on my bed.
The main reason why I'm on drugs is because of the pressure that my fucked up father left with me.
