We all have secrets

Zandra: This is me

I sat by the window to reflect on my surroundings in Northburn high. There was a reason for that name; Cold hearted students. I've been told that they aren't as bad as i think but truthfully they are if you are someone like me. Zandra Kate Caldwell (definition): a nobody worth nothing to anybody. A mom who doesn't care, a loving dad, 2 hateful brothers, and a younger, loving brother and sister. 3 friends total, and a hopeless crush.

I thought about Kylan... Again. i've never actually been out with him but we were good friends when we were little. i turned around because i saw his figure in the window, Kylan came closer and i saw a gleaming smile on his face. i threw my hand in the air to wave, he looked confused then shot a wave at me... he was smiling to Celia. UGH! Celia, Celia was Kylan's girlfriend. She was also the most popular girl; she didn't used to be though, before she was your average nerd, then she met Kylan. That's what is so great about Kylan, if he sees you as nice he'll give you a shot and bring you to the top with him... so, he is not your average jock. Ah, Kylan Daniel Bloom, the world is an ocean and you are supposed to be my lifeguard... but i could never say anything like that to his face, i'm shy and sinking in this world of confident people. there is no question why he brought Celia to the top, i mean with her flawlessly gorgeous fair skin, flaming red hair, 5"7 (most of that being leg) and greener eyes than pastures are. to say the least, she was gorgeous, and all it took to bring her to the top was contacts, a curling iron, and a new wardrobe.

"Zandra!" i heard someone call after the bell rang calling for the end of school. It was my best friend, Bexley Carter. She stood there in her white Vans® tank, black jean shorts, on top of her fish net tights, and her black Vans®, waving at me to hurry up and grinning like a crazy person. I'm wearing my black boot-heels today, so I'm not running. While she waited on me, she took her hand and mimicked scrunching her medium (length) brown wavy hair...her hair was gorgeous but man; I swear she barley brushes it.
"Come on! Let's go find Aria and Kayden!" She screamed even though I was right next to her.
" okay okay..." I laughed. Aria and Kayden are together all the time. They have all AP classes together and are just alike but different enough that it makes sense that they've been dating since the 7th grade...we're seniors...!

Together Bexley and I walked down the 700 corridor to Aria and Kayden's last class; Even though the bell rang almost 8 minutes ago they always stay after class to ask more questions. They aren't complete nerds...they both are extremely wealthy and dress like it too. Aria was wearing a gold sequin skater skirt with a navy ,medium length sleeve, see- through shirt, that was tucked in. And Kayden was dressed in Khakis with a navy and white belt, and a navy Ralph Lauren® polo with yellow accents. They ways match...it's so cute!!!!!!
"Mall?" Bexley asked...like she does every Friday...every week...at exactly 3:23.
I nod my head and shrug my shoulders. Aria practically screamed "yes!!" And Kayden put is arm around Aria and shrugged. And so we went like we always did, and piled in to Bexleys Silver mustang with the one black stripe...like we always did, with me in the passenger seat, and Aria and Kayden in the back. Aria had her legs draped over him, practically in his lap kissing him while managing to be in her own seatbelt.

On the way to the mall I stared out side watching the trees, and the birds go by at 45 MPH, the same speed at which my teased ponytail was swaying. In the 34 minutes to the mall and through all the wind I fell asleep.
*this is a dream *
"I love you so much, dra" (Kylan)
"I can't believe we've been dating for 3 years today"
"Yea about that..." Kylan got down on one knee in the middle of the restaurant and cupped my face and kissed me. "Zandra Kate Caldwell, you are the light and the lifeguard to my once dark soul I was drowning in, I want to love you forever and even if you say no I will continue to love you. Please do me the honor of becoming Mrs. Kylan Daniel Bloom?"
Through my tear filled eyes I could not find the words to speak, I let my lips do it for me.
*end of dream*

"Zandra, wake up! And don't forget your wallet today's your week for the snack!" She laughed as she let out Aria and Kayden and slammed the door.
I could not get out of the car like this! I scrambled for my brush, and fixed my outfit while Bex and Ari fought to brush their hair also. On the way through door I smelled something wondrous, familiar, and the closest thing I will get my lips to (that's not ugly) in my entire high school career. Starbucks.