to all those broken

before the start

            Until death comes to soon

He was broken

He was worthless

Words swam in his head, a thousand phrases in second. He's lost he's

                                                            S

                                                              I 

                                                                    N

                                                                        K

                                                                              I

                                                                                     N

                                                                                               G

Falling like cascading waterfalls, Alex is done. He wants to end it all more then anything, why live, is there a point to this fucked up world.

"you're only 14, too young to die" they assured him as if they knew the pain Alex felt. They don't. they never will, they will never know what its like to forget what happiness feels like.

It should just be another day at school, another day of sorrow, but somethings caught Alex up, a single question in an English work sheet, write about the last time you felt truly happy and the scary thing is Alex didn't know he had no idea, it had to be years ago he had been so... sad lately. No sad wasn't the write word, he's not sad that involves feeling something anything, no Alex is just

numb