I sat in the theatre seat with probably the hottest guy at our school, he's also my best friend. The night before he had told me he liked me. I was so excited when he told me. I was so excited when he told me, i literally jumped around in my blue poke-a-dotted pajama pants. I was tickled pink, especially now that im cuddling up to him and i'm wrapped around is strong arms. Will looked at me with one of his big brown eye and his other blueish brown eye. "what?" I wishpered, he grabbed my chin and kissed me. I felt his soft small lips against my heart shaped ones, i started to feel butterflies in her belly and i blocked the movie and our friends out of my hearing. It felt as if we were the only two people in the world. Too quickly it ended i let out a small sigh in awe.
Later, will our friend and I walked around the mall after Zacks' girlfriend went home. We laughed and ran round the mall and of course Will and I flirted. We finally stopped in the malls arcade. Zack decided to sit on a bench oustide the arcade to give us our alone time. As we were in the arcade Will looked down at me and smiled, I smiled back. He put his large hands around my small hips and started to push me into a the corner inbetween the wall and the game in the aracade to give us privacy. I started to giggle and i shly turned my head away from his. He gently grabbed my chin, our lips met again my hand grabbed the back of his head feeling his soft short , dirty blonde hair. While his hands explord my body, he began to lightly kiss my neck and chest, i snapped to reality when i heard my subconcious say "stop him! Your getting uncomfortble, push him away!" Unfortunitly the words wouldn't come out of my mouth, i felt frozen. He lifted my shirt and bra and began to kiss my breasts, I began to feel even more uncomfortable but still no words could come out. Will pulled my pants down and kissed me in a place i haven't been kissed, my eyes started to sting i tried to fight my tears.My subconcious was tapping her right foot and had a look of sadness and dissappointment. Will and I just stood there holding each other not talking i don't know how long but it felt like forever, i finally said. " Was the only reason you asked me to come was for us to do stuff?" Will looked down at me "no of course not, i wanted to be with you." I felt a little bit better so i pushed the feeling of being used away and i decided that the rest of the time i was with my friends i would have fun.
I was in the car waiting for the text that said " you wanna go out with me?" Or "that was a lot of fun, would you like to do it again next weekend?" But it never came instead i got the text that said "Hailey i had a lot of fun with you but i think it would be best if we just stayed friends, i only see you as a sister i hope you understand." Once i read it my heart shattered into a million pieces, i felt so stupid. How could someone like him like someone like me? I got to my bed room and let the tears come. It felt like my eyes were two waterfalls, the water just kept coming.
