I'm yours [DOUMA]

chapter 2

"Yes mother" y/n replied, bowing her head down whilst her mother scolded her 'I don't really think I did anything wrong, I just wanted to hang out with my friends'

"I'm so tired of you, just go to the black Market and go buy us some groceries" her mother sighed, sinking into the chair with her face in her palms

"Your eighteen, you've refused to get a boyfriend but only useless friends" her mother rambled, massaging her temples before groaning in frustration

"Aoi is not useless mother-"

"Don't talk back" she quickly snapped back before she gave her a huge sum of money into her palm "go buy some groceries, I'm really tired right now y/n"

Y/n took a deep breath and accepted the money before she walked out of the house, practically holding herself from breaking into tears right then and there

"It's not fair..." she complained, she squeezed the money before she started walking all the way towards the black market whilst muttering curses under her breath

Sneaking out was the only option y/n had to have even a small feeling or glimpse of freedom. She hated being trapped, she wanted nothing more than her freedom

But alas, it's the only thing y/n can do for her poor sickly mother. She was the only one who took care of y/n when she was younger, she has no rights to disobey her

But-like any normal human, she gets annoyed and frustrated with it. She'd regularly vent to her friend, aoi or just throw a tantrum and destroy anything around her. But that rarely happens

She's mostly calm, reserved, introverted and maybe a little shy. But she just doesn't want any human interaction, she hates the whole thought entirely

They talk too loud, their too noisy, they like touch people too much. Even though she's human too, she isn't really proud of herself, so she prefers not to speak

"Everything on this list please" y/n said politely, offering the list to the shop owner before he went inside his cabin to go get her Everything on the list

She hates and loves the night Market. She loves it because of how gorgeous the night sky is, how easy it is to find people like her-sneaking out and disobeying their parents and most especially, it's an excuse for her to leave the house

Buts it so crowded, so many people always talking to her and she doesn't even have the confidence to turn them down. She mostly just hates the men around to be fair

Especially the blonde one. He always comes there, having a swarm of women around him-clinging and touching his arms every single minute

She can feel the man staring at her, she doesn't like it. She wants him to stop, but she never says or mentions anything about the weird gazes he has on her

She's very suspicious of the man. Different women cling unto him every night-the others not being heard from again. But what pisses her off are those eyes

People fall for him probably because of those eyes, she wishes she could just gouge them out- 'oh my, such indecent thoughts...I shouldn't have thought about that...'

Y/n quickly got embarrassed from her indecency and quickly tried regaining her composure. She soon turned around and mistakenly locked gazes with the blonde haired man

He waved at her, but she looked away. The man couldn't take the hint that she was clearly uninterested in making any small talk with him since he cheerily approached her