Essential Accomplishments of A Perfect White Moonlight (MTL)

39: stand-in lover 17

Jian Yuyan knew for a long time that Yan Yiming was a smarter woman than he imagined, no matter how calm he was, Yan Yiming still saw the clue.

But even so, there are some things that Jian Yuyan still can't tell her.

I can't say it, and I dare not say it.

His life experience, his difficulties.

He had to marry a wife, and the choice of wife must have nothing to do with Yan Yiming.

As far as Jian Xiang is concerned, he has no reason to refuse, he has a responsibility, and he cannot refuse, because he wants to protect Yan Yiming.

For Yan Yiming, not long ago he promised her that he would take her back home and settle everything, so he couldn't tell her now, for fear that she would be sad, sad and worried.

So now when Yan Yiming asked, Jian Yuyan was silent for a moment and then shook his head. After a while, he said guiltily, "Ah Ming, the day I promised you to go to Jian's mansion may be later."

"Is Jane not allowed?"

"...Um."

Yan Yiming looked into his eyes in the dark and said seriously, "Then wait for his consent before going."

Jian Yuyan was taken aback.

Yan Yiming smiled, and said leisurely after a long time, "Everyone said that I was too impulsive to ruin this face, but I never regretted it, Zi'an, do you know why?"

"Why."

"I remember I once told you that if you can't obey your heart in your life, what's the point of living? Because of this scar, I got what I wanted, so I don't regret it. You and I became friends because of this face , but I don't want you to be with me because of this face, I want you to see clearly, I am me, she is her, you see clearly, and you still like me, so my life is just No regrets."

Jian Yuyan's heart suddenly tightened, and he held her in his arms and said in a deep voice, "You have a long life, so don't say such things."

"I don't mean anything else." Yan Yiming pushed Jian Yuyan's chest to make him lie down more comfortably before continuing, "At the beginning I didn't know whether you liked me or her, so I just wanted you and me to share a name. But now that you know that you have me in your heart, it is not that important whether you want this title or not. There will always be times when people are in a dilemma in their lives, so when it is impossible to preserve both, there is always a certain choice."

Jian Yuyan's heart tightened suddenly, and the hand holding Yan Yiming couldn't help but move.

No matter how smart Yan Yiming was, Jian Yuyan would not feel that she could guess his embarrassment and difficulty in making a choice, but Yan Yiming's words clearly seemed to mean something.

Jian Yuyan raised her eyes to meet Yan Yiming's gaze and asked her, "There is a choice, but how should I choose?"

"I'm an ordinary person, so I only look at what I want in my heart." Yan Yiming sighed, "As long as I don't regret it when I think about it later, that's enough."

Never regretted it later.

Isn't this exactly what he has been thinking about for so many years, but he has never figured it out.

No matter what his life background is, he always thinks that it has been decades since the fall of the previous dynasty. Now the world is peaceful, the country is peaceful and the people are safe, and the people live in peace. What the students talk about is His Majesty's sage, but when they talk about the previous dynasty, there is endless ridicule and abuse. , It was a tyrannical era.