okay so my past two story's i've left alone but this one i'll try not to but
this is abt a new girl named cleodora find out who's she becomes friends with and who she dates will it be brant? dustin? alex? sam? who knows?
i do not own any of the cha...
Welp a new day of school comes around and i don't want to get up nor yelled at to get up it's been a few since miranda's party haven't talked to maya and anna since, i wonder when alex will break up with heather i wish i were heather she's pretty blonde and not so tan like me she had pretty eye i just have normal brown eyes she has cute short hair a pretty smile shoot she's like the prettiest girl in school i don't see how any one can tell if i'm pretty or not i don't even know why i'm popular people say i'm pretty but i just don't see it i really don't. I finally get up and get ready i start by showering then brushing my teeth then i change
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i then get to my little bit of make up aka mascara and lipgloss it's all i'm allowed to wear unfortunately it doesn't make since how i can do something just cant wear makeup what's wrong about that honsetly then i make my way down stair pouring ceral into a bowl i dont feel like going to school today i have no clue why i'm dreading it but i just am " good morning lolo" my older brother said "morning" i response dryly to let him know i don't want to be talked to i ate my breakfast in peace then we headed to the car the whole drive i started thinking am i going back into depression? please don't start cutting again it's not like you. i don't want to see my brothers scard face again when he saw me so drained at 11
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I cant, i cant i cant i cant i cant do this anymore im completely drained the rumors i gave some kid a bj, the kids seeing my marks, the bulling, the pain everyone has put me through, my ex best friend... sydney why why would you leave me u left me as a friend and you left me here on earth you were supposed to become a model your a star but failed why did people have to push you to your limits dude we're just kids what happened to everyone i made my way into the bathroom with a razor i started to cut vertically the blood wouldn't stop i started to panic in silence maybe this wasn't what i wanted i tried using a rag to stop it but it didn't stop i think have up and did then other wrist thinking of my thighs but i didnt feel like hurting more just to take off my pants i was hoping that this would be the end for me little could i tell i was balling my eye out so i guess someone heard a call for help my brother he rushed and opened the bathroom door and scream for mom and dad then i was put in the docters i don't remember anything all i know is that i was in the doctors they wanted to put me in a mental hospital but my parents said no i feel like maybe i needed it.
