Nothing can stop me from loving you‚lina.

Haunting me

Yasser's pov

All I could feel‚ hear was the was
the warm water poured down on my head, washing away the tension I had for her. The soft, bubbling stream flowed through my hair and down my back, soothing my tired muscles and washing away any traces of sweat or dirt. As the water ran down my face and down my chest, I closed my eyes, enjoying the feeling of the water caressing my skin.

Every once in a while, i'd turn my head to get some water on my neck and shoulders as well.

I felt the water dripping down my arms and legs, down to my toes. It was a feeling of pure bliss, for the second until last night's events started playing in my head.

The way she wrapped her arms around my neck‚ the way she looked into my eyes‚ the way she spoke and the way our hips touched.

Everything was perfect‚ I always dreamed of that and now it became true‚ that's all what I wished for. And then‚ that's when past went through my thoughts.

The day she left‚ the day I became a killer for her.

I never got the chance to talk to her‚ not my fault she was only around 10-11 years old‚and I was in my twenties‚ but I don't know how my "brother" got so lucky to date her.

To date such a kind innocent soul‚ and after finding out what happened.

He was the reason I couldn't see her for years‚ and then after I got the news he isn't my actual brother but only my adoptive brother.

I took the opportunity‚ i got my hands dirty‚ dirty because of his blood.
Guess love makes you do crazy stuff‚ and I'm glad I "met" taha.

I decided to become a mafia boss while he was my assistant but he decided to make his own company as a CEO and I didn't stop him. I might be richer and stronger than him‚ but he has something I truly want.

How Amira loves him and how he loves her back‚ I really want that.

Then as I stepped out of the shower I looked into the mirror to see my younger's self reflection that is filled with my "brother's" blood‚ I tried to stop thinking about it but I couldn't.

Especially since I killed him for nothing‚ she still hates the name "Russo" as hard as I try to make her forget about manou she still sees him in me.

In brief‚ I don't blame her‚ I didn't stop my brother from cheating on her‚ I couldn't comfort her back then that he was cheating.