𝐒𝐚𝐦..
I wonder what would it be like to see him outside the headspace
Just to feel him hold me..
The thought of that scares me because I wouldn't be used to him touching me at all
I'd probably flinch but at the same time enjoy it
I'd be terrified but at the same time want him
I just wish he wasn't so fucking slow
But I still love him I just need help getting over my fear of everything
..
I wonder how it would feel to have his arms around me and for us to laugh and make joke
