Freenbecky: ONESHOTS

Never Again (+13)

Caution: Use of foul language and mentions of abuse and violence.

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He did it again.

I opened the door of my apartment because you volunteered to pick me up for our scheduled guesting today and I immediately saw your blood-shot, puffy eyes and pale face looking back at me and I knew in an instance what caused that.

Or who did this to you.

Ofcourse you wouldn't admit it to me but no words need to be spoken because you already know that I do know. Maybe not in detail but I know who cause it.

How can he make you cry almost every single week?

I thought a boyfriend was suppose to be the reason to make someone smile?

Not make someone cry buckets and buckets of tears.

I really wanna punch his stupid face right now if he was here.

We never talk about it but she knows how much I despise that guy, must be why Freen never brings him to hang out with me because she knows how much a can't stand him even within breathing distance from him.

Not only because I was jealous of him having Freen as a girlfriend; but because I knew she can do so much better.

I already accepted that Freen will never see me as more than a bestfriend but I just wished she had chosen someone else to have a relationship with other than her current boyfriend.

I already had a bad feeling about him from the start ever since she introduced him to me but I was just too polite to say anything against him because I can see how head over heels she is in love with him so I just supported her and respected their relationship that I was just there for Freen whenever she needed me. 

Which is a lot of times.

I was the shoulder to cry on, confidant, 1 call away whenever him and her have arguments. 

It pains me to see her whenever she cries but she never leaves him because for some reason this son of a bitch manages to weasel his way back to her heart with kind gestures, "sorry" gifts, late night calls, broken promises and flowering words that somehow causes Freen to believe him every single time.

9 months into the relationship and I have lost count of how many times he has made my best friend cry and I am getting sick of it.

Becky: "What did he do this time?"

She just hugs me tightly.

Like always.

And here I am.

Hugging her just as tightly.

Like I always do.

I made her sit on my couch for half an hour and just cuddled with her until she decided that we had to leave or we will be late for our schedule.

The whole car ride was quiet and all we hear is the faint sound of the radio and the only thing I can do is hold her hand when she isn't using it to change gears as she was driving which she grateful for by squeezing my hand every once in a while to show her appreciation.

Once we arrived, we were welcomed by the organizers and Freen put on her best fake smile for the day which she had perfected for a while now as there were already a handful of times she puts on a brave face during work all because this asshole sucks the joy out of her.