LAIDES ... We Need To Talk!

Only a Matter of time

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I'm really going through a stage where I'm realizing that the only person I have is myself. So many people have walked in my life and walked right back out without a reason or warning. The people that are walking out aren't people I knew for a week or two. These are people that I talked to on the regular for a year and longer.

People who say things like "I care about you. You really are important to me." And with knowing them for as long as you do and talking to them on the daily, it doesn't even cross your mind that they're talking out the side of their neck (aka talking that bulllshit).

Iknow somebody might be thinking "Girl, you lying! You know you did something to make them randomly stop speaking to you!" But that's not true! I could understand if I got into an argument with someone or did something that was messed up and they chose to cut me off and all thaat but it's not like that.

At first when people dropped me without a reason.. it was kinda fucking with me ('scuse my language) and I found it hard stopping myself from sliding in their dms and letting them know how I was feeling but then it all of a sudden hit me...

When people do shiit like this they obviously don't care about how you're feeling or how the things they do will affect you. So as I typed the paragraph and re-read the sentences, I realized that what I was doing was just a waste of my time.

THEY DO NOT CARE.

Why should I waste my time giving a fuck if they could care less?

Yup, it's true. It'll hurt your feelings when you see that you care about someone more than they could and did ever care about you.

If it makes you wanna cry.. Girll cry. Kleenex about a dollar something a box. It's nothing.

If it makes you wanna scream.. Girll scream 'til your forehead start sweating and your knees buckling but don't you dare break down in front of them and give them the satisfaction of knowing that they've hurt you.

It's okay to be strong.

It's okay to not be.

But if they "think" they don't need you, you don't need them.

If the whole world stop fucking with you and the only person you have is yourself.. thats okay. At least you know you don't have any snakes in your garden.

And it's only a matter of time before someone on the other side or someone who dropped you before gets into some shiit and realizes the stupid ass mistake they made with you.

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You know who you are.. hope this makes you feel better maa maa

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-Mae