Y/n is 26 Alex is 30 (i actually don't know at which age Alex came to prison but lets say she came in at 30)
~Y/n pov~
its 3am i think i sat on my bed as i thought about what i saw before dinner "still thinking?" a voice said i looked behind me i sigh "yeah i mean what would you do if you see your girlfriend cheating on you" i said.
Alex sighs "can i come to you?" she asked i nod she walked to me and sat next to me "you deserve better sweetheart" she said i smiled "you want to cuddle?" she asked i hum she lays down i cuddled into her "just sleep think of something that makes you happy" she whispers "you" i mumbled.
"you sure?" she asked "you just made me happy" i said she smiles at me i laid my head back down i closed my eyes.
~at 10~
"Y/n get up" Alex said i groaned and pulled the blanket over me she pulled it away "breakfast is ready" she said "i don't care Al" i mumble she chuckled she tickled me "Al stop it now please!" i said between laughter she slowly stopps i sigh.
i slowly stood up i looked at her she looks at me she took my hand i smiled we walked to the canteen we got our food and sat down Nicky sat in front of me i looked away from her "Y/n stop ignoring me" she said.
i scoffed "you fucking cheated on me" i said "it was one time!" she said "one time?" Alex asked i looked at Alex "its been forever" she said i scoffed "and you didn't told me Alex?" i asked "i" she started i scoffed and took my food and sat somewhere else.
i sat with Piper she smiled sadly at me "whats wrong?" i asked "Al broke up" she whispered i sigh "i'm sorry pipes" i said she smiled we ate "but why was she laying in your bed?" she asked "i couldn't sleep" i said she nods.
we finished eating we put the trays away and left we walked to our box i laid down for a second and sat back up "whats wrong?" she asked "i'm gonna fall asleep when i lay down" i said she chuckled she sat next to me "want to read?" she asked i scoffed.
"please me and reading?" i asked she showed me a book "its spicy" she said i took it and started reading she laughed we both read.
"did you knew about Nicky cheating on me?" i asked "No" she said "don't lie" i said "i really didn't knew" she said i hum i continued reading "god fuck me" i mumbled Piper looked at me "what?" she asked "what?" i asked back.
"you just said god fuck me" she said "this book is too spicy why do you even have it?" i asked "i have it since i'm 14 i was a really spicy kid" she said "yeah i can read it" i said she laughed "Y/n?" she asked i hum "i think i'm falling for you" she mumbled i looked at her "what?" i asked "i love you" she said i put the book away "you sure?" i asked.
"yeah" she mumbles i looked around no one is here i just kissed her she kissed back.
~Alex pov~
i walked into the room where all boxes are were we are sleeping i just saw Y/n and Piper my heart broke "i should have told her" i whispered to myself i walked to my box both pulled away Y/n looked at me.
"just your ex" Y/n mumbled Piper chuckled Y/n went on reading "now you love reading?" Piper asked "if you have more books of that way yes" she said i laid down looking at the ceiling i jumped when i just saw Nickys face "whats ya thinking about Vause" she said teasy "shut up" i chuckled and sat up she sat next to me.
"you do know your cursh is making out with your ex" she whispered "again?" i whispered she nod i groaned "sorry kid" she said "hey i'm taller than you!" i said she laughed i laid my head on her shoulder "you know what?" i asked "what?" she asked.
"i hate being in love" i mumbled "me too" she said i chuckled "you really love Y/n right?" she asked "what?" a different voice said 2 voices "Nicky!" i said "whoops" she said and rushe out "i will kill you Nicky" i said "no you won't" she said and left i scoffed.
i stood up Y/n stares at me shocked so does Piper "what?" i asked "you love me?" Y/n asked i looked away Y/n jumped over the little wall "if you love me then why did you never told me about Nicky cheating on me?" she asked "i'm sorry i didn't know what to do!" i said she scoffed.
"Y/n please" i whispered "Piper can you leave us alone?" she asked i gulped Piper nod and left "i love you but i hate you too and i just want to slap you right now" she said "do it slap me" i said her eyes widen "what?" she asked.
"slap me do it" i said she hesitastes at first "Y/-" i started but she slapped me "god that felt good" she mumbled she looked at me "shit i slapped you too hard" she mumbled i looked confused at her.
she got a tissue and put it on my cheek i hissed "am i bleeding?!" i asked she chuckled "yeah" she said guilty "hey its okay" i said she shrugged "do you love Piper?" i asked "i don't know i don't want to be in love but you Nicky make me fall in love all the time i just look at you" she said.
i smiled softly "Al i love you" she whispers as she threw the tissue away and puts her hands on my neck her thumbs stroking my cheek "i love you too" i said she smiles "can i please kiss you?" i asked she pulled me in and kissed me i kissed back.
we pulled away as the doors open "ladies go to work" Mendez said we went to work pennsatucky looked at us "got a problem?" Y/n asked "no" she said and looked away "why is she acting like that now?" i whispered to her friend.
"she realised she is falling for girls and doesn't accept it" her firend whispers back i nod Y/n looks at me confused "Pennsatucky is turning gay my love" i whispered "aww you called me my love how sweet" she said i rolled my eyes.
"Y/n?" Pennsatucky asked Y/n looks at her confused "i'm sorry for how i've been treating you" she mumbled "its okay girl" she said "but i ruined you i made you bleed and other stuff" she said "Pennsatucky its okay you were out of your mind i'm sorry that i said it and i'm sorry too for slapping you" she said "you neve-" she got cut off by a slap by Y/n.
"i deserved it" she said Y/n pulled her in for a hug she froze i smiled she smiled to herself and hugs Y/n back.
they pulled away "so who is the girl?" Y/n asked wiggling her eyebrows "no one" she said i smirked i looked at her friend not moving my head just my eyes askign if its her she nod i smiled.
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