I Am Not Twenty-Two

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I reached for the starsBut I blew up in spaceI didn't know what to say

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I reached for the stars
But I blew up in space
I didn't know what to say

I try so hard to follow my parents' footsteps
I climb and climb but I fall
Into the deepest depths of my existence
I am foul, so weak and unknown

Maybe my failure will amount
To something one day
Or I'll live the rest of my life in Ireland
And pretend nothing ever happened
I'll hide in shame

I wasn't a kid, never was
I took care of myself
I raised myself
But now, I am much older than I ever wanted to be

I reached for the sun
But I burned my wings in the sky
Fell down so high
I almost died

I'm the kid they don't talk about at parties
The friend people pretend don't exist
I am there when I'm needed
And I am gone when I'm not

I'm stuck as a six year old
I wish I could play without paying bills
I wish I could cry and have mommy wipe my tears
I am much older than I ever wanted to be

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