It wasnt meant to go this far

Chapter 6

(A/N JUST A FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT SARAH WOULD NEVER NEVER NEVER DO SUCH A THING!

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ALSO THIS ONE IS GOING TO HAVE A LOT OF DIALOG BECAUSE WELL YOU'LL SEE!

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PIE IS GOOD...)

"How about never?!" I said pushing her into the back seat of my car. When we got to my apartment I dragged her up and made the couch for her. But when I told her to go to sleep she kissed me! She continued down my neck and I tried to push her off but she wouldn't move. I was unable to get her off and she raped me! I never asked for this! Nor did I want this. I have Emily, I love Emily more than anything. How am I going to tell her. Unless I don't tell her... But Emily would figure it out... Sarah will come back... I just know it.

I walked out and pulled my phone out. I was scared. But I had to call her and I had to tell her.

"Hey Lou-Bear! Why did you take off like that earlier?" She sounded happy to hear from me.

"Zayn just needed a friend..."

"Oh... Well... Zayn just called Mia..." She sounded upset and nervous.

"He did? What did he say?" I asked trying not to sound suspicions.

"He said you left the bar with another girl... Named Sarah." She said sounding as though she was about to cry.

"Um... Ya... I did. But hear me out first! Please don't jump to conclusions like you usually do!" I said nervous.

"Fine, you have two minutes." She said annoyed.

"First she was drunk and you know me... I feel bad for people... And like she was alone and I didn't want her doing anything stupid. But before that she was hitting on me. I-" I said scared to hear her reaction.

"She what?! Listen to me I'm coming over there right now! Don't move a muscle! And you make sure she's there to. Also stay on the phone! I'm not done with you!" She was pissed and I knew it will take me a while to get her trust back after this but I was willing to do anything for her.

"Emily! I am not done with my to minutes! An I am sorry! So so sorry SHE was the one flirting! I felt bad, SHE was drunk. I brought her here so she wouldn't do anything stupid like I said. SHE was the one who kissed me! I - " I was cut off.

"She what?! LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON! How could you!" She was screaming by now and I heard the car door slam shut and the car start.

"Emily! Listen! Please! I tried to stop her but she was to forceful! I couldn't physically hurt her! And well she raped me." I was still ready to fight for her. I than realized every time I open my big mouth I screw up even more.

"She what?! Louis!" She was now really upset with me... "You are telling me you had sex with another girl?!"

"No, but yes, unwillingly. Emily you are the one I love! Please forgive me!" I said about to cry.

"How? How am I supposed to forgive you? Louis, you don't sleep with other people!"

"Emily I told you everything! I promise!" There was a pause, "Emily, I love you! Please I'm begging you, forgive me! I know that deep down neither of us can live without one another! Please!" I finished. Another pause.

"Louis, I am trying. But I can't let this go. At least tell me you used protection! It'll help me feel better! Also know you aren't getting off of this easily."

I looked down. Shit. What am I going to tell her?!

"I- I forgot." 😁

"Louis! What if she gets pregnant? What would you do? Your to young to be a dad!" She was right. Than a knock came at the door.

(A/N DONT FEEL LIKE TYPING ANYMORE SO THERE YOU GO!

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