anxiety

3 1 0
                                    

this probably isn't the best time to have anxiety as I just found out im being put on a plane to go to LA so my brother can care for me.i haven't spoken to my brother since I turned eighteen.we tried to keep in contact after I moved to Texas but we just slowly grew apart.


me and sam use to be really close as kids but when he went to high school we started to hang out less often and all of the stress from my parents left me suffering, when I finally moved Texas I met a guy and me being the innocent 19  year old I was to stupid and naive and I got with 'HIM'.we broke up about 4 months ago for real this time as we had been on and off for years 'HE' has being kind of stalking me ever since and burnt my house down.at first being 15 hours away from home was scary and 'HE' did sometimes care enough to comfort me but when 'HE' did it was useless advice such a 'shut up or grow up'. 'HE' was twenty at the time and thought 'HIS' age meant he had a higher authority over me.i had finally moved on with my life, got new friends and almost got a new potential boyfriend until 'HE' found out.


when I heard the words "this wasn't an accident" I wanted to scream at them for finally realising and wanted to show them who it was that I had proof but I knew 'HE' was here.I need a place where 'HE' can't find me and that is with my brother.  what's the best place to blend in? in LA.I knew I would be semi safe there and I knew no one could know about 'HIM' especially my brother 

Little did I know neither could my brothers best friend 




A/N

I promise im really trying to write long chapters but Im just shit at them.i promise ill do the  next one long 

thank you for reading 

please comment and vote it would motivate me so much more 

lyl willow x

the secret lies in the heartWhere stories live. Discover now