Chan x stray kids
Warnings: death (mentioned)
Relationship: friends
Angst
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Chan was up late for no particular reason. He just couldn't sleep.
Maybe it was jet lag.
I mean he is on tour with his group and is in Australia.
But it could also be the fact he's thinking of his band members.
Not in that type of way. He wasn't romantically thinking about them. Well I mean he was with one of them but that's different.
He loved them all so much and was proud of their success. He's happy he was able to fulfill that dream for the 8 of them.
If we are being honest Chan is the reason on why they have their success and he would be highly disappointed if they didn't succeed at all.
Chan felt himself fall asleep after all those thoughts. It wouldn't be much but he had to at least gain some rest since they would perform tomorrow.
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It was now the next morning and Chan woke up to someone knocking at the door.
He stood up and opened it to see Felix.
"Are you ready hyung we have to go to the venue now."
Chan gave him a shocked expression and looked at the clock.
'4:43 pm'
Had he really slept that long?
He shook his head no and quickly went to get changed.
He gathered everything he needed after changing and opened to door again to see the rest of the group outside and not just Felix.
"Are you ready now hyung? We are late." Hyunjin said.
"Oh yeah I'm sorry guys." Chan replied.
"It's okay but we gotta go now." Minho said.
They all walked out the hotel and entered their cars. They drove to the venue and ran to the back.
They quickly got changed and got their make up done before going on the stage.
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After the concert Chan was so tired.
They were all gathered at the back, eating and playing around.
Chan sat down, his head was spinning and he wasn't feeling well. He felt so dizzy but he didn't want to bring it up.
He talked with the members till he suddenly blacked out.
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"Chan!"
"Chan!"
"Chan!
"Wake up!"
Chan felt his body be shaken.
"Chan, wake up!"
Chan was still unconscious but he could hear everything. But something was weird.
"Chan!"
Those voices weren't his members.
Who were they? Paramedics? No, it couldn't be. How would they know his name?
"Chan!"
Another voice called out. It was a women's voice. Definitely not one of his members.
What was going on? Why was there random people calling him? How did they even know his name?
Chan slowly gained consciousness and when he was finally able to see and notice what was going on he was terrified.
There were people around him and non of them were his members. They looked like doctors but he could tell they weren't. Their badges didn't say "Dr." and then their last name.
He was on the floor in a room that had a bed and a glass door so people could see what was happening inside. Everything was white. Even his clothing.
But wait, why is he in white when he just had a concert?
He saw everyone leave and they called out someone.
He saw a young lady come in and grab a bottle of pills and fill a glass of water. They walked over to him and knelt up to his side.
"Chan, I need you to take two of these."
Chan stayed quiet.
"Chan, please do it, it's for your own good."
He once again stayed silent.
It was like that for about 20 minutes.
Chan finally spoke up.
"Who are you?"
The young lady took in a big breath.
"We've gone over this about a thousand times Chan. I'm yout therapist."
Chan looked at her terrified before screaming.
"I don't need you! I'm perfectly fine! I was just at a concert with my friends! What's so wrong with me to be here!"
The lady gave him a sad look.
"That's the problem. Your friends."
Chan looked at her confused.
"I'll tell you again once you take your medication."
Chan shook his head and sat up. He walks over to his bed and sat on it pressing his legs up to his chest.
"I'm not taking that stupid medication!"
"But it's what will help you!"
The young lady sounded desperate.
"Why would they help me? I'm fine!"
"No you're not! Those friends of yours are dead! You killed them! You don't take your medication which is why you keep hallucinating the fact you are still an idol and have your friends. Your career is over. You aren't an idol anymore. Your group disbanded years ago after you killed all seven of them."
Hearing this triggered Chans brain and he remembered everything.
"I didn't kill them!"
But he did.
"Chan, you did. That's why you are here. I'm here to help you."
Chan started crying.
"I didn't mean to. It's not my fault."
"Oh but it is. You grabbed that knife and stabbed them to death and then grabbed a gun to shoot the ones who were running away from you."
"No! Shut up!"
Chan then blacked out again.
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"Chan!"
"Chan!"
"Chan!"
"Chan hyung wake up you're crying!"
Chan woke up to see his members standing around him.
"You passed out then started crying." Seungmin said
"So I did pass out, thank goodness that was just something my brain made up." Chan whispered to himself.
One of the members started laughing.
"He's such a crybaby! Why would you cry while passed out!"
Something in Chan changed and he got up. He ran to his bag where he found a knife and gun.
He picked up the knife and lunged at Han who a second ago was making fun of him.
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