Chapter-44

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I demand your intense devotion
I crave that madness in us
Now every pain remained a colorless memory
Just like an old canvas

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The human voice was indeed so strong. It could break anything if applied for destruction. It could move the ground under its strong injunction.

Jungkook could feel the earth below his feet trembling with each cheer he got, ears getting numb with all those extremely loud voices surrounding him. Those voices had one name to chant, his name, Jeon Jungkook.

It was a dream of an artist to be surrounded by cheers, chants of his name and screams just to get his attention, to see him face to face for a mere wink. 90 thousand people crowded that venue, one of the biggest places to hold a fully sold-off concert. The tickets were gone within just mere seconds which set a new history in the K-pop industry

Jungkook had it all wrapped around his finger. He worked hard for this concert and nailed it. 3 hours of concert now came to its ending section, just 15 minutes left until the idol officially finished it after talking to his game on stage for the last time that night. A tired Jungkook was cheerful from the very start of it. He gave his best and he had no regret. He performed with his heart and soul. His body shivered in pleasure and thrill after being able to stand in front of nearly a lakh fans after releasing his masterpiece of an album 3 months ago 

Everyone still talked about it. All the songs and their lyrics were beyond what anyone could ever reckon. But they didn't learn how much the idol had to suffer while refreshing his wounds just to complete his album

After all, Being an artist meant healing from wounds but also constantly and aimlessly exposing them through art, living the trauma daily.

In those 3 months, a lot of things had gone missing from Jungkook's life. Jimin, unfortunately, could not make it alive. Officer Kim Seokjin died and the cause was an unfortunate accident. He just slipped from the stairs. Kim Taehyung remained in a coma, fighting for his life. Even after losing his family and support system, Jungkook was still breathing. The murders of his haters were rising but according to him, Kim Taehyung was slaughtering them, despite knowing that the criminal was unconscious on a hospital bed

It was just a coping mechanism for Jungkook to keep believing in his innocence. If he really could see how much of a monster he came to be, he wouldn't be able to get along with his new side of evilness. Just like Taehyung. He used to hallucinate and blame Red despite knowing that the man was dead, murdered by his own hands yet the trauma still hunted him in the name of his illusion

Traumas helped decay the soul faster than death itself

The relationship between him and Taehyung was perplexing. One time Jungkook wanted to kill him, screaming at him for running his life, even slapping his unconscious face in anger. But at the same time, he couldn't live without him. He always every single day visited Taehyung in the hospital and talked to him about anything he came up with. Even laugh and cry, begging for him to wake up and take Jeon out from drowning in his sufferings.

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