Hi! My name is Ryan (NOT REAL NAME). A 15 yr old who is having a hard time with life birthday July 6,
1997, like doing everything related to sports. Enough about me let me start my story by telling you my
***** life.
Uhm it started like this when my mom gave birth to me my father got mad for some reason. When I
was 1yr old he tried to shoot me but my mom butt in so she was the one who got shot before she
died my mother said "Please don't kill our child promise me?" Ofcourse my father agreed he loved
her sooooo..... much. After that incident my father blamed me for her death. Then 3 months later my
father remarried another girl she wasn't even that pretty I dont know why my father married her.
When I was kinder 2 I was graduating with honor but no one came to my graduation everybody in
the family blamed me for my biological mom's death. After graduation I commuted back to the
house as in like WTF!! 3yr old child commuting back home alone as in no pity at all? Then I got
spanked and was beaten to bloody hell for no reason at all but all through that pain I kept on
smiling. Then when I was grade four I joined the most bad influence group ever in our school I
learned soo much things that shouldn't be heard by children. Then I was bullied because all of my
classmates thought that one of my classmate Brittany had a crush on me and everybody was all
like Ryan & Brittany but I don't even like her at all even though she was super cute I didn't feel like
falling for anyone that time so I didn't mind any of the rumors they said. My father always goes to
PTC to find a reason to beat me to bloody hell despite that I don't do anything rong at all. My father
always beats me up everyday for the fun of it I had to wear make up to cover the black eye he
always gives me. I never told anyone what my problems were because I don't look troubled at all
I always keep on smiling and happy but in truth I am troubled and hiding beneath this smiling face
is pain and regret. Then grade 5 my classmate Holly said that she liked me so I told her I liked her
to but as friends only nothing more. Grade 5 was more like hell thanks to my teacher she was a
pain in the neck. Then grade 6 was great Me and Brittany became MU all thanks to Patricia. Then
me and Brittany broke up because of her bestfriend Stephanie. I thought me and Brittany would last
but no how sad and she was my first kiss in the cheek (Never kissed a girl before no even my own
mom) she was the first :((. Then graduation came no one still came to my graduation still alone.
Life in elementary and prep was like hell but I kept on smiling all the way. ^.^
Proud of my self for making this book inspiration from my crush in first year
High School- Next Chapter
Thanks for reading just a summary not much details.
I will update more next time when I'm in the mood
Peace ^.^
