In Love With Someone Else

Love&War

Jas pov
. I woke up this morning and rolled out of bed.. as I began making my bed,I noticed wet tear stains.. I don't remember crying but I shook it off.

I continued to make my bed and after I was done I walked into my bathroom to do my hygiene.
As I was washing my body I thought about chres..and all that he does for me.. then I started to feel guilty.. because Ray does the same..and I don't love him.

I began crying..releasing my feelings which I haven't done in a while..it felt good to let it out.. but I need a little more than Ray,I loved him in the pass.. but I can't make myself love him..if I don't..and I can't make my heart feel something it won't.

I got dressed and walked put of the house and got in my car .looking forward to my last year of high school

Ray pov
. I wake up every morning thinking about jas... Why does she not show affection...did she even love me at first..I should've stayed with my first mind "fuxk and duck",but jas is much more deeper than sex..im in love with her and no one else..

Chres pov
This year is the year for me to confess my feelings.and not give a damn anymore ..jas will know how i feel.rather she feels the same or not..

I got out of the bed and hopped in & out of the shower really quick and then got dressed..as i was walking to my car i began thinking harder about jas

Jas pov
. Its now free period and I have nothing to do nor anyone to talk to
.so I decided to go to the janitors closet to read my books in peace

Ray pov
. I've been messing around with Ashley ever since things with jas have been falling.. and we meet up for free period in the janitors closet ...
Ashley had just made her way in the closet and attacked me with kisses. Then she pulled my pants down and started to give me top. Until.....

Jas pov.
.I walked into the closet and seen Ray with that bitch Ashley.. my natural instinct would've been to beat the dog shit and piss out of her.. but I didn't let that happen...his pain is going to come soon or later

Ray pov
. Jas saw me and Ashley but walked right out as if she doesn't care..it hurts me to know that she really doesn't feel the same about me anymore..and I don't know what to do

Chres pov.
..I walked out of the gym from playing basketball when i saw jas on the floor with her back against the wall.I then rushed over to her and asked " whats wrong jas"..." Ray cheated"she said teary eyed.." hold on I'll be back" I said getting up..I was furious and I then started looking for the bastard that broke her heart..and I wasn't gonna stop until I found him

Jas pov
. Ray just took my heart and threw it in a pit of fire..how could he cheat? Why did he betray me? If he said he loved me..why did he break my heart?..but it's alright I'm in love with someone else

Ray pov
. I fucked up..

Jas pov
. Ill forgive him..but when confession day comes..I'm going to let him feel my pain.