You Are My Home

Part 2

It's the New year's Eve and Felix is soon going to enter the new year without that person who had promised him forevers. All he does is cry. He feels as if he's been stabbed. He doesn't even eat well. Every night he stays awake thinking about him and cries himself to sleep. His days aren't productive although he feels guilty, he can't seem to help it. How can we even blame him? Breaking of a heart is not as small of a damage as it might look like.

Lix
Hey Changbin. I know you've blocked me and would never see these texts. Today I saw your post where you said that you'd never give up on your relationship with him and that your biggest achievement of this year was to get back with him. I wondered to myself that if you wanted, you could've stopped me. If you wanted, you could've fixed us. If you wanted, you wouldn't have given up on us too. But you decided to give up. I wonder if you ever really loved me for who I was or not or maybe you just saw a glimpse of him in me....
delivered

Felix can't seem to get a hold of anything. But his future needs him the most right now. It's the New year which means he gets to continue his studies in South korea. Where everything would remind him of him. But everything doesn't stop here, right?

"Felix, take care of yourself and stay healthy, call me when you reach there I'm gonna miss you my sunshine"

"Yes mom I'll call you don't worry about me I'm not a baby anymore"

"don't you dare forget us when you go there"

"I could never Olivia!"

"Bye mom, bye Olivia! Take care" Felix bid his mother and his sister a sweet farewell finally leaving his homeland to go to a new country. Good thing that Felix is half Korean so he knows the language pretty well.

Felix's POV:
I can't believe I'm in South korea and can't even meet the person I was most excited to meet once I come here. I wish nothing would've changed.

Upon reaching his apartment, he washed up quickly and went to bed.

Felix fell into a deep slumber while running on an endless track of his own thoughts. Of course he needs some good rest. It's the first day of his college tomorrow.

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With the loud beeping of the alarm, Felix is disturbed from his rest. The sun hitting his face as if telling him to get ready for a new life. He gets all ready and eats his breakfast in a hurry. He can't be late on his first day of college and thus he starts dashing once he reaches near the campus.

"Ouch I'm so sorry!"
guess he ran a bit too fast.

"It's alright be careful next time"
That person extended his hand towards Felix getting him off of the floor.
But Felix couldn't get enough of the stranger.

A tall and slender figure with brown eyes resembling the sweetness of honey, a perfect jawline, silky black hair coming down almost touching the shoulders and a voice so pleasing that it could melt the listener's ears. A perfectly sculpted person. Felix wonders if he's even real.

"Excuse me, are you okay?"
The stranger asks genuinely worried as Felix didn't respond.

"Yeah I'm fine" and he gets up with the help of the stranger man which Felix argues is unreal because he's too pretty to be real.

'Now is not the time Felix now is not the time'

Felix tells himself, and runs to his class. Alot of people. Alot of new people. He sits at an empty seat beside the window. And soon the professor enters.

'such a boring lecture, it's been on for 30 mins and there's still 15 mins left. Lord save me.'

He hears a screeching sound coming from the door of the room.

An extremely bored Felix looks in the direction of the sound and guess who it is? The same angelic guy he had bumped into earlier who's trying to sneakily enter the classroom.

"Hwang hyunjin, is this any time to enter the class? You're 30 mins late! You're getting a detention. Go and take a seat somewhere!"

'Oh so his name is hyunjin... Oh, he's coming in my direction..'

Hyunjin takes a seat beside Felix.

The rest of the classes passed too quickly. And neither of the two decided to strike up a conversation with the other. It's only the first day yet. Maybe, next time?

'Finally I get to go home and rest'

Home..