What A Life

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⚠️tw s3lf h4rm⚠️

I flutter my eyes open to the bright sun I start to panic until I realise where I am I'm in my room. I take a sigh of relief and calm down

I stare at the ceiling  dozing into a day dream

I start crying from the flashbacks from yesterday or I don't even know what day or time it is

I don't even know where my phone is the last place it was was in my blazer pocket and I don't know where my blazer is

Even though I am in so much pain I try to go to my bathroom and set myself a bath

I push myself up and put my legs over the end of the bed pushing onto the bed to stand myself up groaning with every move

I go to take a step but I just fall to the ground I don't even get up I just lay there and cry my self to sleep

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I wake up to see Hunter hovering over me I feel thrust his dick inside me. How long has he been here?

"Hunter please stop" I cry

He ignores me going deeper and harder with each thrust

"P please it Hurt's" I beg

"Shut the fuck up"he hisses sticking two fingers in my mouth

He carys on his torture whilst I'm crying in agony barley contious

P please I can't take I it any m more" I just about say

He laughs pulling out of me

He puts back on all his clothes about to leave "wait" I whisper and he turns back around raising his eyebrows his eyebrows

"C can I have a bath" I ask hesetently

"I don't know can you"he says sarcastically

" b I I can't walk" I say biting my bottom lip

He smirks and walks back towards me " your lucky I'm doing this for you princess" he says and picks me carrying me to the bathroom placing me in the bath and running the water

"Thank you" I whisper and he just looks at me and leaves

I wait for the bath to fill to the right hight and turn it off when it gets to the right temperature

I just lay in the bath sobbing I'm in so much pain and I miss my mom both of them and Tristan I wish they where here but they don't come u for another 3weeks

I stay in the bath for a 1hr and a half and finialy get out I slowly take a step walking out into my bedroom I throw some pjs on and try my very best to fall asleep

Even though I'm so tierd and drained I just can't sleep I can't help crying and I just keep on crying and its draining

I turn to my side and see a lighter that I use to light my candles laying on my bedside table I stare at for a couple of second before pulling down my trousers 

I pick up the lighter lighting it I take a deep breath before bringing it down to my thy

I place the flame to my legs I flinch and tears continue falling down my face I leave it there for 5 seconds

I do this for a few minutes till I can't no More. I put the lighter down and pull back up my trousers crying myself to sleep