dsmp One Shot (Mostly Angst)

dreamnotnap

Tw: suicide,

Dreams pov 💚

I hab planned this for months, I was sitting on the sofa with my two boyfriends (don't ask me why I do this). I smiled well, looking at them.

We were whating a movie, I wasn't paying much attention, after a bit sapnap left the room to make some food George and me, laid down to me, as I slowly kissed him.

Sapnap came back and joined us. we were all tree happy. The sad thing was that this was the last time we were gonna be together, but I hab to do this.

Time skip

I hab texted punz, my best friend, we were very close. Everyone thought we hab a relationship, but we didn't. He wasn't gonna see it he always went to bed at 3, and he lived hours away he wouldn't save me.

It was midnight around 3.45 am, I was in my bedroom, and normally we all slept together, but Sapnap hab a headache, and he wanted to sleep alone and George and I thought I wouldn't be fair if we slept together.

I was making my letter, on the two for boyfriends I hab put small hearts, I laid them down on my desk, i walked over to my bed, and grabbed the pills were I was gonna overdose whit, I changed into one off my favorite hoodies I just wanted to have that last bit of conferred, there was a small mountain on my night stand whit the pills.

I stradded with the painkillers. After I hab taken them, I smiled at the sleeppills. There we were gonna kill me finally, I've waited ages for this moment.

I started to take them after pouring 3 hands in my mouth. I still haven't taken all. I was already shaking, and my head hurt, and my vision was starting to get blurry, I took the last couple of pills well, letting myself drift off unconscious. This was it I was dead.

A couple of hours later.

I woke up shaking and crying, my whole body hurt, I ran up to the sink before throwing up everything. I saw the white bit, I fast put some water by it so my boyfriends wouldn't see, sap came worried up to me.

"Are you feeling sick?"Yeah, I wanna go back to sleep." He gave me some pain medication. I took them, sap walked with me up to my room, tucked me in, and kissed my forehead, "I hope you will be better soon."

I looked at my phone. I had worried texst from punz, and he thought I was already dead. I sent him that I survived and that I was really sick and that I wouldn't be online for long, so I could rest.