Will she ever learn?

chapter 3. Madness.

So she's so dangerous she can't really live in her own house. Her madness is driving her to blank minded, what will happen now?

I got up and and began to to walk to the secret room. I saw my boyfriend when I got there he greeted me with a kiss on the head and welcomed me in. I felt a touch of anger...
I saw a knife...
I didn't know what I was doing...
I picked up the knife and faced my boyfriend...
He laughed and thought I was joking...
I love him but I couldn't stop myself...
I dragged him to me and looked into his eyes...
I stabbed his heart and waited untill I saw he was dying in the eyes...
I dropped the knife and ran. I couldn't believe it, I killed the only person who loved me back. I cried and hid away in my room. I felt a little trapped in my own cage but I had went past my limits. I couldn't hold still. My parents found me crying, I ran away so noboy could find me. How was I going to explain?
That night I went to a criminal help meeting. I told them about the day and asked what to do. "It you mother and father saw you, it's better if they never saw you again." Announced the main crinimal who helped the rest of us. I thought about it. But I couldn't, I wouldn't. I love my family. Nobody else loves me now apart from them. I wasn't going to. But what if my blood boiled again? I wouldn't, I promise.