Snow Queen

Chapter Eleven

Regina's Point of view

I had heard everything snow said and I couldn't help but cry I have no idea what I want anymore at first I wanted revenge and then I wanted to change but snow told me I couldn't when I was wearing the disguise rumple constantly reminded me how I am not loved by anyone but it seems as if he may be wrong she loves me she said so and of course I'm still upset about Daniel because why wouldn't I be? I have every right to be but this blood fued is in fact to far I'm going to change for snow...for the people...for daddy and for Daniel oh Daniel he would be so ashamed if he saw what I became and that thought only made more tears trickle down my face I remembered the quiet sobs I Heard from snow and for some reason I just felt the need to make sure that she was alright I stood up and quietly opened the door her pretty face was stained with wet tears she was asleep though for sure the sight broke me I wasn't to far down the path of darkness when I set out for my revenge i can change and im going to start now in 3 days i have my magic back i have been counting down the days and I'll leave and I'll change I quietly crawled into bed with snow part of me just wanted to hold her but the other half of me wanted to be held in her arms like a little baby and cry and that's the part I want to happen most I want to feel loved like I'm a part of something I started to cry again i couldn't help it and soon the tears turned into quiet sobs and snows eyes fluttered open at this point i sounded like a child "Regina?" Surprise written all over her face crying is weakness so is love and kindness but it's also strength and I turned to face her sniffling "what's wrong and why are you in my bed?" "I-i don't want to do this anymore" confusion came across her face "do wha-" I just grabbed her and pulled her against me like I'm a kid and she's my favorite stuffed animal resting my head in the crook of her neck crying what bit of my heart was left together out "i-i don't understand" "I don't want revenge snow well...I thought I did but I want to be loved everyone fears me I'm a monster" and with that she quickly pulled away and I whimpered "no please don't leave me I can't take that pain please" I begged her "I wasn't leaving I was going to scold you because you are no monster" she cups my face and wipes my tears with her thumbs "you're my mother and my friend" she smiles at me i sniffled"b-but what about all of those people that i killed" "that was wrong horribly wrong but everyone deserves a second chance... including you" it was my turn to smile now she sat up and pulled me into her arms and I didn't fight it I wanted it she loved me...and i guess i love her i wrapped my arms around her waist and laid my head on her lap and she played with my hair I and started singing I didn't know the song but it was calming and had me out in 5 minutes

IM SORRY OF IT WENT TWO FAST I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO