freak | geminifourth

7.

ford
does anyone know what happened to gemini
why is he acting so weird
he looks dead

winny
i have no idea

phuwin
well um
don't worry guys
i know what is it about
but i don't think gemini will be okay
with me telling this to y'all
sorry

pond
it's okay but i hope it isn't serious

phuwin
guys
typing...

phuwin
we are miserably losing the bet
[seen by pond, winny, satang, ford, mark, joong, dunk]

g x f ♾️

gemini
are you awake
fourth
i miss you
are you okay
does your injuries hurt
fourth
i want to come over
can i

fourth
gem baby calm down
i'm okay
it doesn't hurt that much anymore
i just woke up
did you leave too early?

gemini
i left because of school
i wanted to stay but
i couldn't
so i thought letting you sleep would be
a better option
i couldn't stay because i couldn't handle the pain anymore|
what are you doing to me|
i don't understand it|
but i want to heal you|

fourth
it's okay beautiful
you did the right thing

gemini
i will come today
a hundred percent
i promise

fourth
have i made you disgusted|
are you sick of me|

gemini
don't close your windows
i will come tonight
i will get food for us
and i can dress your injury
okay?

fourth
baby
listen
i know you have so many questions
in your head
but you can't ask
so ask whatever you want
i won't be able to tell you face to face
it will hurt me
please
i will answer everything

gemini
i think
i can do that
so my first question is
who did that to you?
and why?
plus
how are you related to first?

fourth
so
my dad did it
i will tell you the reason
but please don't blame yourself

gemini
okay

fourth
first is my cousin

gemini
fuck off
are you serious

fourth
first's parents are outside the country
so he is staying with us
we never were close
he never lets anyone to get close to me
if someone tries to approach me
he will tell my dad
my dad beat me up because i fought with you
i was fine until
you told first that you loved me
my dad hated the idea
so he made me unrecognizable
first can't do anything to me
because he is scared
but with my dad
it's just

gemini
fourth
i want to know
why is he doing this to you
what happened

fourth
my mom and dad got married
and they were dating before that
my dad loved my mom more than anything
then
they wanted to have kids
but something was going wrong
my mom had risks in pregnancy
then the doctors said that
they needed to choose the child or the mother
that child was me
my dad begged my mom to not do that
but instead
she chose to give birth to me
and leave dad

gemini
seen

fourth
i killed my own mother
you can never understand that pressure
i already feel so bad about it even though
at that time
when this happened
i didn't even have a normal brain
i was just a baby
who would wanna kill their mother
but my dad never understood it
i already felt so pressured and then my dad started to be so aggressive
he never loved me i saw and felt that

gemini
i don't understand
no one
you had no one?

fourth
can we skip this?

gemini
so you had one

fourth
Joy
she was my platonic best friend
she also insisted on getting to know me
i honestly didn't want to
but she kept insisting
so i gave in

gemini
why do i feel like this|

fourth
best years of my life
were the years i spent with her
but then
we both realized that
friending is the better option for us
we are friends now
don't be jealous

gemini
why hm
best years of your life?

fourth
gemini
i swear
the things i feel with you
can't be compared to my moments with Joy
you changed my life
i just want to keep you to myself
these feelings are so deep for me
but i'll do my best for us
i've discovered love with you
i forgot about everything
and focused all my life on you

gemini
fourth
i love you
so much fourth
please don't leave me
please

fourth
i won't, gem
i will never baby

02:12

"Hey! Bro, why are you crying? Are you crazy stop sobbing!"

"P-phuwin.."

"Gemini? What happened? Why are you crying?

"I don't feel so good.. i feel like a monster.."

"Where the fuck are you man?"

"In front of Fourth's house."

"Oh fuck, wait i will find the address and come okay? Calm down now."

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