Whispers Of The Heart

"Meeting"

Hi. My name is Jennifer Roberts. Im a student who questions her sexuality. Basically, i sleep with guys, but i sleep with women too, which kinda makes me confused. I go to a high school, 10th grade, and im almost failing all of my classes, but thank god my best friend Elizabeth helps me and tutors me. Today was something special. I woke up with the same mood i usually wake up, tired and annoyed. I took a quick shower, brushed my teeth, and got ready. I put on basic clothes - metal band t-shirt, flanner shirt, baggy pants, and some adidas sneakers since i can't afford the nikes. I went downstairs and greeted my mother, who was dressing my little bro up. He's very hard to deal with. I always have to yell at him to leave my room, which he does only if i yell for dad or mom. I said good morning, and she nodded, i went to the kitchen and took some vitamins, then ate a banana. I dont eat breakfast, but i am forced for these stupid vitamins. I take my bag and walk to school, walking with my bff, Elizabeth. We've been friends since 5th grade, and im so grateful that i have her. We chat over stupid shit, like how she talks about some random ass boy from our school who literally looks like a sewer rat, i talk how to fuck a boy and ruin her innocence because thats my job. We shortly arrive at school and we go our own ways, i have maths she has physics. How lovely. I sit down in my chair, just scrolling on social media. My used apps would be tiktok, Discord, and instagram. The lesson starts, and i look at the teacher, her saying an announcement. A beautiful girl walks in, brown hair, green eyes, a bit tall and very hot. Of course, she sits next to me since im always a loner at math, i blush a bit, the rozyness seen a bit in my cheeks, but they soon go away. I write down whatever is on the board, and sometimes look at her's notebook. I didn't really hear her name, so i turned to look at her

"Hey, can i get your name?"

She looked at me and smiled

"Mia."

I nodded and smiled back at her

"Jennifer."

She nodded gently and looked back at the board, getting back to the lesson. The whole lesson i was almost sleeping from how much she was yapping. I thought about throwing a chair at the teacher and running away, but that would be dumb. I started to look at the lights, like how would the crush my classmates head. I quietly chuckled, and then Mia looked at me

"What's so funny?"

I got back to reality and looked at her

"Nothing, dont worry."

"Okay..."

She returned to the lesson, but i just scribbled something on my notebook, a drawing. It's a drawing of a face, similar to Mia's.

"What the fuck..."

I thought, i quickly erased and before i knew it, the lesson ended. I sighed in relief and packed my bag, leaving that stupid ass classroom, where my classmates stink. I wonder if they fear showers. I meet my best friend and i hug her, then i tell her about this new girl, Mia.

"Wanna hear something?"

"Yeah, what's up?"

"So i have this new girl in class, her name is Mia. And bro. I think i fucking creamed"

She nudged me lightly, chuckling after

"Looks like you have a massive crush on her"

I blush, and stare at her

"A crush? Since when."

"Since now, dumbass."

I laugh and look at her

"Imagine, anyways. Im going to class, see you at lunch."

I wave at her, and she does too. I go to chemistry, i love that class because once in a lifetime, i understand it than math. I sit down in my chair and pull out my notebook, i start to do my counting with calculator, shit might turn into albert einstein. Wait. He's a physician. Well shit my physics is shit. Whatever, we are in chemistry. This lesson wasn't so hard, but i got mad when she said we are writing a test on friday. Literally will be the worst day, but i will probably ate that test. I pack my bag and leave to literature, i sit there and read, basic ass shit i know. But school is school. I dont have another choice. The teacher looks like she could pass out any second, but whatever. This bitch wont stop yapping about some famous poet, like i give a fuck. I won't need this, but whatever. I leave my bag since we will have a second lesson with her, shit. I just scroll on my phone the entire break, chatting with some online friends, too. I wish one of them would be here. Anyways, the break is over and i put my phone down, now her yapping the same poet again, i swear im gonna flip her off on my graduation day, if i'll be able to hold onto it. The lesson ends and i go to eat with my best friend, we sit outside and eat with our home brought food, because cafeteria food is shit, like rat poison in them, ew. I see Mia again, i blush, and my heart starts to beat again, fuckkk what is happening to me. Maybe it will go away, or so i thought. I just stared at her while chatting with Elizabeth, again her yapping about the boy named Jacob, like i could dislocate his penis. Mia turns around and looks at me, making me look away and blush even more. She smiles and goes back to eating, making me feral, like god. If i were in her bed, she would be sore in the morning. What are these thoughts.. anyways. We stand up and leave to our lessons, and finally, we have a lesson together. Geography, this lesson is easy, and i always cheat off from Elizabeth. We almost fell asleep in the lesson since it was so boring, talking about Europe's mountains, fuck i hate this lesson. Me and Elizabeth chat, sleep, and much more in this lesson. She never sees us, like we are invisible to her. The lesson ends and i have a practise for basketball. I put my bag away and grab my sports bag, going to the changing rooms. I put on my shorts, t-shirt and shoes. I walk out and grab a ball, throwing it and missing it

"Man, i was close"

I mumble, i go and catch the ball, my captain is finally good. She makes us run 10 laps and then do some exercises. After all of that, we go to play basketball, Ava and i group up, we pass the ball and run, hitting 3 points instantly. Our team wasn't so bad. They were tall and muscular like me. I grab the ball and pass it to Ava again, we run and she passes it to someone else, the girl passes to me and i throw the basketball, hitting the ring, but it didn't make it. I curse under my breath, the other team grabs the ball, and they throw it to someone else, I jump and catch it, running to the hoop and throwing it, getting 2 points. I sigh. Me and Ava are exhausted, since we are the only one's doing the work. We get a little break for water. I drink some from my water bottle and sigh. I hit Ava's back, she looks at me and asks me

"Want to come over to my house later today?"

"Nah, got some stuff at home, but hey, im free tommorow"

"Cool, tommorow then"

She winks and i smile. We go back to the field, and it's the teams ball. They quickly pass the ball, and they shoot, getting 1 point, well, at least one. Haha. It's not funny. I grab the ball and pass it to Ava, i run, and she passes it to someone else. The girl shoots, and we get 1 point. That's cool, i hit her back, and she smiles. After some time playing, we go home. At home, i go to my room, having to drag my brother out of it. Ethan is so much trouble, i cannot. I close the door and do my homework, which i hate. I do some random scribbling like i did the homework and boom. Im finally free. I go downstairs, grab a plate, and put in some dinner. Dinner is normal, spaghetti and meatballs. I eat and wash the plate afterward. I go back to my room and listen to some music, writing in my notebook, some poem

,,Poems"

Me and you,
We're like the flu
So close to each other
Sending poems to each other

Every night and every day
I think about you
The poems
We're made for you, and only you.

I close the notebook and sigh, i start to think about Mia again. Shiittt, she's on my mind again. Whatever, I might just have some thoughts about her, ya know? I fell asleep accidently, thinking of Mia.

☆ well, well, well, here we are. i hope this story blows up because, man, i wasted much time on this, haha. Evelyn tunning out ☆