Past Lovers (REWRITTEN)

My Demi

Allison's POV
I woke up in the morning next to a very tired Demi, snuggled into my neck, her arms wrapped around my waist. Her arms kept me in place as I could barely move with how tight they were. As I lay here taking in this moment, her long blonde hair all over the place , snoring quietly,  while her face looked so peaceful. I try to turn around to face her just to be able to look at her one last time in bed with me . The moment I move she pulls me closer not wanting to let me go. I smiled slightly at her, how even in her sleep she was so afraid that I would disappear.

She groaned as I turned over, I laughed softly. Hearing the over dramatic sounds coming from her. Pushing a way one of the long strands of blonde hair from her face, seeing her bright blue eyes meeting mine. Cupping her cheek as I slowly placed soft strokes along her face.  " We have to go soon, love."  whispering to her as she was still waking up. Fluttering her eyes open, telling me to shhhhh as I watched her. " Come on love, we can get coffee together before we get to the airport." She gave me a sad smile agreeing with me but refused to make a move.

Once we finally got up , and ready , I saw all of her suitcases by the door waiting to be placed in the car. I sat there watching Demi add the last bag to the pile.  She instantly saw my face, her smile dropping as she saw the tears forming in my eyes. "Come here baby"  she pulled me into her chest , wrapping her arms around me, holding on to  me as if I was gonna break.  Within that moment it felt like I was .

Once we arrived at the airport, I watched the love of my life hug me for one last time . Her long blonde hair ,  bright blue eyes , the way her lips curved when she looked at me . This is my Demi, the girl I knew I would love forever.  While she decided to follow her dreams in wrestling and move to the United States to have a better advancement in her career. I decided I wanted to pursue a different career and go to school for Orthopedics and become a surgeon.

" Are you sure you can't come with me? '' placing her hands on my cheeks , softly moving her thumb against my skin. Leaning into her embrace , savoring this moment because I knew there will never be another one . " Baby, I can't , I have college starting soon." I turned my head to look at her ,  while tears spilled out of my eyes. Seeing her look at me with so much love , knowing I'll never meet anyone that would compare to her.

Her eyes are dark blue ,watering up on their own. I knew her better than anyone and I knew she was holding back her emotions for me . Not letting me see her heart was breaking. " I don't know what I'm going to do without you, we've been together for so long. I can't imagine my life without you ." she whispers,hearing her voice starting to crack.

I wrapped myself around her, her hand's instantly moving to my waist pulling me closer. Her chin resting on top of my head. She was 5'10 and myself was 5'5 and I loved that I always had to look up at her or when we hugged she would place her chin on my head . It was these moments of little  things that I was  going to miss.

I've gone to all of her wrestling shows , went to the gym , and watched how excited she'd be watching WWE when she had the chance . She became my world and all I knew now, that it's crashing . But I couldn't be any happier for her, to live out this dream she has, even if that means I have to let her go.

We stood there in silence, holding each other for the last time , knowing her plane was about to be called shortly. " Baby you have to get going or you'll miss your plane." I mumbled into her chest , smelling the cologne she was wearing , tears soaking her shirt. 

She tightened her grip around me more , kissing the top of my head . But suddenly I feel my hair getting wet from something. I pulled back slightly, " No please 10 more seconds, I need to hold you once more before I go." She pleaded,  gripping my waist.