GILDED LOVE IN THE SHADOWS

CHAPTER 10

I turn to her to tell something but she starts to talk out of nowhere

Listen I am sorry for whatever happened the past few days I threw a tantrum but I am not angry with you, she pleads

Listen princess even if you were I wouldn't mind at all, because it was all new to you as well, I ensure her

I wanted it, I was aware of what I did but it's just too confusing all at once.....

Why don't you forget that happened and go to classes as usual and get back home trust me I won't do anything to you as far as you want me to understood, do we have a deal here?

(Aah to kiss her again is what I want but I need to respect her boundaries and choices)

Is it wrong to do that Aanya I mean what if Appa found out that his daughter is something not what he thought was to be, I mean I could be a disgrace to them right, not only them but my brothers and Amma

(She continues to rant on and on about it,this was why I had to keep quiet,I didn't want to trouble her and the past few days she hardly slept I don't want my biscuit to be depressed it's all my fucking fault)

Calm down first and listen carefully to what I am going to tell you now
I know what I am going to tell is wrong but listen okay??

What is it tell fast....

If you want to, I mean if you ever wanted this whatever we have (I go closer to her and hold her shoulders and look into her scared eyes) we can go on till we live here nobody has to know it we can have this relationship in secret you don't have to talk about it nor show it out aloud what do you think??

*looks in her eyes which is now anxious as to what I would answer * but isn't it wrong what if someone gets to know about it won't it be a problem for us, for you

Just look around princess for miles there is no one unless someone comes over by the lake which is super rare no one would know, it will be our little dirty secret which we take it to the grave understood?

* giggles* to the grave is it?

Yes baby to the grave what do you think are you in or no

Call me that again...she teases

(fuck I am doomed I don't know why I suggested this but she liking me back wasn't in my list of to do things)

Baby you are mine till we leave this place but right now you have to take those classes which your father paid for

(She pouts and God I want those lips so I pull her and kiss her hard this time)

Why would you do that ...she blushes

Don't you ever do that understood now go before I lock you up

Fine but can you check if you left any mark

(when I go closer to check she pulls me and kisses me, now I don't do anything but stand as is, because she keeps kissing me till I get my fill and stares at me after a while)

Go to those classes and get back home soon I'll make sure I pay it twice and oh dont worry I won't leave marks where people can easily see *winks*

Oh God help me for I so got myself into trouble

Alright alright I am leaving, are you sure you won't regret(runs away)

Before I could answer she leaves and I am a horny mess at the moment.

The rest of the day goes so slowly I can't even figure out what I need to do next, all my thoughts go back to the things that happened morning, I figured she was upto something when she almost ate my face the other day and the way she was walking on eggshells whenever I went near her.