Selfish

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Third Person POV

"Wanyin, you probably don't have much time left. You better prepare for the worst."

Jiang Wanyin is diagnosed with cancer, his days are numbered, knowing that eventually he'd perish along with his memories and emotions towards 'him'. He doesn't want to die. Not when that person doesn't know about his feelings just yet.

Wanyin is preparing to confess to him, his childhood best friend,  he prepared the venue, his script on how he'll ask him out nicely that it'd feel like a normal dinner. He has prepared everything, without any mistakes.

Jiang Wanyin POV

Excitedly, I walked towards the direction of my childhood best friend's dorm. Little did I know that my efforts would be in vain, I just stood there watching my childhood best friend making out with someone else. I didn't have the energy left to move, I stood there watch as someone was kissing him and touching him everywhere I wanted to touch and wanted to be touched at. Why?

Then suddenly our eyes met, "A'Cheng?" I was brought back to my senses, like a cold bucket of water with ice was splashed into me. What the hell was I doing back there? Was I an idiot? I was about to turn away but he caught my wrist. "I-I can explain Cheng." The man he was making out with earlier opened the door to his dorm, I can see his ears and neck flushed.

Once we were inside his dorm, I found it squeaking clean which was absolutely opposite of his nature,  "Aye right, A'Cheng, meet my boyfriend, Wangji, goodlooking right?" He gave me a smirk and said "I have a good taste." His lover then served me tea, I didn't even bother touching the teacup. "How long have you been together?" I blurted. They just stared at each other, "Well we've known each other for 4 months and we've been dating for 2 months. Ironic right? But Cheng, he's the one I've been telling you about. Just get to know him, he's more stubborn and strict that you."

Ah, right. How could I be the only one who's stubborn and strict. But deeply, I thought it was me, Wei Ying, why is it not me? Do I have to be more stubborn? More strict? I'm losing my mind.

Flashback

"It's your turn A'Ying. Truth or Dare?" Our class president, Huaisang asks. Wei Ying didn't even think twice, "Truth! Don't worry, I, Wei Ying will never speak a word of lie!" Everyone laughed at his words. Just who in the world won't lie a word? That's funny. Huaisang thought for a bit and got the perfect question. "Ying gege, give me two characteristics of the person you like!"

Wei Ying seemed to think for a bit and as soon as he shaped his thoughts, he proceeded to blurt it out, "I like ones that are stubborn and strict, but spoils me, of course he has to be a 10 also!"

Jiang Wanyin POV

Back then, I really thought it was me, I spoilt him every time. Buying him extravagant presents at his birthdays, sneaking out late at night just to party, I've been mostly stubborn to all his ridiculous requests, I am strict with his curfew. Was that not enough qualifications?

I really wonder why it must be him, Lan Wangji.

"A'Cheng, you came here for something right? What is it?" Wei Yong's voice reached my brain cells that they finally worked. "Ah I forgot, my eyes were tainted. Anyways I gotta get going, I have a dinner date tonight." As ai was saying my words, I stood up and showed my way out, when opening the door, I walked out  after saying my goodbyes to the couple.

I heaved a sigh of relief, not even watching where I'm heading to, I continued walking and walking and walking. Wouldn't it be better if I died now? Like here and now exactly? Firstly, I am diagnosed with cancer and will die soon, Secondly, I learned that the man I like is actually embraced by someone else, someone he has loved for a long time. What could be worse.

Third Person POV

Wanyin continued walking and walking and walking, without a destination, as long as he doesn't bump into something it's fine. He even used the emergency stairs, walking and walking and walking. He doesn't know what to do, what reason would there be left to live? To watch the sunset?

Then in a blink of an eye, he bumped into someone, he immediately apologized but the man he bumped into just smiled sweetly at him, "Sorry, I didn't mean to bump into you. Please excuse my mistake sir." Why is he necessarily formal? "No, it's me who should be apologizing, I bumped into you." The man counters, "No sir, you weren't looking at the way, so it was me who bumped into you."

They continued arguing and apologizing until the man just kissed Wanyin, "Gotta go."

Wanyin was left there, flabbergasted. What did that man just do? Did he just, kiss, me? He stood at the same place for longer than 5 minutes still processing. Wait, who was he? Why did he kiss me? To shut me up? Am I really that noisy?  But why did he, kiss me?

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Thank you for more that 1K read guys!!!! I will continue to update and this part would have more or less than 3 chapters!!! Thank you for being patient with me and see you on the next update.


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⏰ Last updated: Feb 05 ⏰

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