Straight To Gay - Zach & David

Part 1

I DID NOT PROOF READ THIS AT ALL 😁
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- Okay so I'm making a love story of course I know I said I would never make a romance movie but I never said anything about the interest I promised myself that before I knew what bl ( boy love ) was/is now I change my mind and deciding I want to make one. All of these other ones I see people making and they're mostly written by women I'm taking this opportunity of a chance while I still have the idea to do it I'm making one now!
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- My story is inspired by so many other people bl ( boy love ) even if they weren't actually together in that movie or series like; Jacob and Edward, Liam and Theo, Lucas and Phillip, My Favorite Sam and Harry, Simon and Whilliam, Magnus and Alex, an unpopular one Monty and Winston, OLIVER AND ELIO, some of these are heartwarming and some are heart breaking but I still love them!

- Thiam is when I discovered Wattpad is where I got the idea of making my own stories from reading other stories

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You know loving is hard, but being inlove is pretty easy if you ask me. You're probably like but they both mean the same thing so they're both hard and easy at the same time. To me there's two different meaning loving is loving someone like saying, "I love you", and all that googoogaga stuff, but being inlove is hard because you can be with someone and be in love with them but you don't know if you love them.

This all makes entirely no sense when I realize what I say. Loving is; "feeling or showing love or great care", but being in-love is; marked by foolish or unreasoning fondness". Me! I'm typically neither I never really was giving love and affection what I would say, so in return I never gave it back I probably thought that what I was supposed to do.

I obviously didn't know that it would effect me in the 'future' like relationship wise I guess and you know family and friends. Well it's easy with friends but towards family I'm really awkward with it and I would say in a bad way but there's no good way to it!

And you're probably like, "well what are you complaining about?" A lot actually! More so worried in a com-plaintive way because you know I never really figured out what I identify as and probably will never ...

Figure it out and it's the most frustrating thing in the world right now! So yeah I'm just going to tell you what's going on!

I went to a party — got drunk — and started making out with a guy and it was going really good but he wanted to keep going and it was weird because I totally don't know this guy or the girl he added to the mix, yeah he added a girl HIS GIRLFRIEND TO THE MIX! Which was really harsh well you know karma a bitch because I threw up on her and laughed in her face while she was screaming then her boyfriend beat the shit out me.

now I'm in a hospital about half beat to death and not even upset by the slightest only by the fact that I didn't even hit back because he was so fine but she so ew, is what I would say.

Oh shoot! I didn't even tell you my name it's Zach, Zach Brenton I am 17, 5'4 kind of a twink if you were wondering which you probably weren't I'm white 100% I think I'm a virgin and I only have like 3 friends.

January 16th, 2024. 9:12 - 12:03

The guy that I like wasn't the guy from the party that was a random. The guy I like his name is David sadly I haven't found out his last name. He is African American more specificity brown skin, tall of course, he's 17, has a deep sexy voice, he does; wrestling, track and football!

It's crazy how I know everything almost everything about him I don't know his last name and I have a block class with him disappointing.

January 17th, 2024. 10:17 - 12:51

They gave me medication for my broken ribs well there weren't actually broken they felt broken but they were just sore apparently I have a strong rib cage.

My parents suggested that I should stay home for a while but I said no because I don't do any sports and I don't want to stay home plus I'm going to miss being obsessed with David ... okay tomorrow I'm determined to figure out his last name!

Thankfully the party was on Friday so I only stayed in the hospital for two days and I can go back to school on Monday! I really thought about telling my friends what happen I know it's sad but they overreacted for the death of them.

If they could win a reward for it oh trust me they will.

When I got home I just showered really gently but I still got all the dirt off shame off of me hopefully. I thought about eating then I didn't think about it then I thought about it again and just ate the lasagna my parent made because why not.

Then I laid on my let Bridgeton play in the back grown I honestly don't remember ending in the part when Daphne con fronted Simon about not eating to have kids because of his father, but I must of fallen asleep for me to end up on that part.

I thought about how plain my room looks. I have a bed, a dresser with a TV on it, and racket for my clothes and art and stuff.

January 18th, 20224. 8:03 - 8:50

I never really cared about decoration or anything until now, because I was never really in my room until my porn addiction started because I was depressed.

I don't really remember why I was depressed I just was. I'm just going to play my healing music and go to sleep and hope for good day tomorrow!