Princess

Going Back part 3.

A/N:Hey author here! So yeah in this chapter the title will make sense. So yeah...and this is dedicated to The-Outsiders-andlexistars!!!Random ptv song.I love PTV SOOOOO MUCH! So enjoy lovelies!!!:)Also Brendon's pov will be in this chapter......
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Your pov:
You and Ryan went to go eat at a nearby cafe. You wern't that hungry so you ordered a blueberry muffin and orange juice. (I wuv blueberry muffins!!!) Ryan ordered after you and you both sat in an awkward silence.

"Ummm....Ryan we need to talk....." You said quietly as Ryan sat across from you playing with his...... fingers. He looked up and nodded at you. "Yeah we do....''

"Last night when I came over it was because Brendon he ch-cheated on me and I caught them."
(The day I got caught under the covers with second hand Lovers lol)

"Y/N.....don't waste your tears on him.....He doesn't deserve it! You are beautiful and loved......Your friends and family love you.....you shouldn't waste your time earning his love...." Ryan said trailing off and staring into your e/c (eye color) eyes.

"Your order is ready!" The waitress said rudely slamming down our trays.

"Oh sorry!" You and Ryan both said at the same time. You guys ate silently and paid and walked out.

You and Ryan had decided to go to the park across the street and hang out for a bit.

Since it was early in the morning and no one usually played here until about noon you had the park to yourselves. "Ryan we have to go back...." You said sitting on a swing next to Ryan. He stayed silent and you pressed on. "All of my stuff is there...and I don't want to run away from my problems-"

"Y/N you don't need him........"

"I know I -"

"No you don't know Y/N! I love you and I am trying to protect you! Why won't you let me?!" He raised his voice.

Before he could say anything else you ran away not looking back. 'He doesn't love me....he just feels bad....And before you knew it you were in front of you and Brendon's house.

"Y/N! I'm sorry!" You stopped and let Ryan catch up to you. "I'm sorry too Ryan..." You got on your tiptoes and kissed him on the lips. At first you could tell he was surprised but then he deepened the kiss causing you to smile against his lips.

Brendon pov:
"Come back to bed babe." Sarah whispered seductively into my ear while wrapping her arms around my waist.
"I'm not your babe!" I said shrugging her off. "That is not what you said last night she said tracing circles in my arm. "Sarah just go! We're done!" "Come on you don't mean that-" "Yes I do!"

"Whatever.Don't act like you didn't know this would happen!" She said sassily before walking off. I watched her walk out the door and onto the sidewalk from the window. I look out the window to see if she was gone and saw Y/N and Ryan kissing. I felt a pang of guilt and walked away from the window. 'Stupid!' I mentally scolded myself. Sarah is right I can't blame it all on her.

Truth is I had always loved Y/N,but when we moved in together I realized that I love her as a sister. I didn't know how to tell her. I went out for a drink and Sarah was there and I couldn't control myself..... I thought since I was planning on telling Y/N how I felt it was okay. 'I was so wrong.'