*Beca's POV*
I'm pretty sure at this point,.. I do have feelings for chloe. I'm still hesitant about it though. Only one way to figure it out.
*Chloe's POV*
I can sense beca is in a deep thought process, she's fidgeting with her hands, taking deeps breaths every 10 seconds; all the symptoms. "uh are you okay?" I ask suddenly "yeah yeah, I'm cool- nothing I'm fine. Wha- why do y-you ask?" She says stuttering.
"Well you never stutter" I say laughing and, she ignores. It's been about 10 minutes and then she says "Chloe I need a favor from you..." I get a rush through my body I take a deep breath "and that would be?" She looks up and looks me in the eye "I need you to kiss me."
'Kiss me'
Those words shoot through my veins like a bullet, I wanna kiss her badly but I can't let her use me again so I refuse. "No" I say regretting it right after, beca then starts to lean in "wait, what? No!?" "Yes. Beca I'm not going to kiss you" I tell her.
She looks at me confused as ever "why not?" She ask "because I'm not going to let you use me again I've had enough of it!" I snap at her turning my back.
She touches my shoulder and that, gives me chills "Chloe look at me" she says calmly but I refuse "Chloe we can do this the hard way or the easy way.." She assures me, but I still don't turn around. "Alright you asked for it" that gives me goosebumps all over.
She put both hands on each shoulder turning me around quickly and my face meets hers, only 6 cm apart "Chloe Beale, kiss me" she says. I blush as hard as I ever have but, I can't let her do this. I push her off me scooting back.
"Why are you rejecting me!?" Beca asked frustrated, "I already told you why beca" I snap calmly. She then let's me know "Chloe just for me, I'm not using you, I just need to see something real fast." I then let her have her way "okay beca, but I'm not kissing you."
"You have to, it's the only way" beca says, I can't refuse so I move over to her and, I connect our lips just like that. She kisses back harshly, that's the first time she's ever kissed back. it send chills down my spine.
Beca breaks "okay I now know."
*becas POV*
"You have to, it's the only way" I tell Chloe and only seconds later she crashes her lips into mine. I felt sparks here and there everywhere, going off like fireworks. I finally push out and let her know, that I know.
I think of how to put words together, should I tell her all together or give bits and pieces. I finally just say "fuck it" and call Chloe out the bathroom, "Chloe.." There's no answer "Chloe.." "Yeah one second" she calls out, coming out the bathroom only moments later.
"I need to tell you something, I think you should sit down" I tell her she has a very concerned look on her face and she sits "what's up becs" I love it when she calls me that, OKAY back to Chloe.
I start by explaining my feelings "I know I said I don't have feelings for you before but now, I think I do but, I'm still not sure I'm willing to try and bring the feelings to life." She looks confused. "Basically the two times we had sex were magical even though I felt nothing towards you then, I do now and, if I could do that all over again only with feelings, I would... In a heartbeat" I explain. "Chloe I think I'm in lo-.. Chloe i.. Chloe Beale, I'm in love with you" I say, I notice a smile appear on her face revealing her pink lips.
"So why did you reject me the other night" she ask "that's what I was going to explain next" I say and looks like she was dying to here it.
"I had a girlfriend once and it was our 1 month anniversary, anyways I get home and find her in bed with a guy and I just say 'I'll be by tommorow to get my stuff' and I leave and the last time I saw her was the next day. Chloe it was my first real girlfriend and after that I assumed all girls were like that, so I never liked another girl, untill now" I pause before continuing.
"I love you but, I didn't want another mess up and, after the Bella's told me you had feelings for me, I- I panicked, so I figured if I push you away you'll stop but that didn't work and now that we're stuck in here I guess this is where I found out my real feelings. Please forgive me" I say with sorrow.
"I forgive you" Chloe admits.
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Not so drunken love (a bechloe fanfic)
Fanfictionbeca gets 'drunk' after a long party revealing her 'true feelings' to her best friend Chloe - Chloe's shocked to find out that beca 'doesn't' remember anything that happen last night - will Chloe tell her? // the story separates from this after the...