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childhood friends 🌚🌝

Hii, this is the first chapter, it will be about their past as friends, enjoy💋!!

Nobody's POV:

Jing yuan was three when he first met Ren, indeed one day his mother told him that they would go visit a friend who gave birth, Jing yuan,curious and excited told his mother that he would like to go with her.
That night he and his mother went to the friend's house, after arriving their house his mother, Jingliu, knocked on the door, and after some seconds the door was opened by a woman who had purple hair and a child on her arms, the child was crying, he had white hair and black eyes, jing yuan looked at him smiley as the woman told to his mom and him to enter the house.

Jing Yuan's POV:

After entering the house, I quickly stole some glances the baby, the woman after giving her child a toy putted him on a sofa as she went to talk with my mom..  I looked curious at the boy as I sat next to him and smiled saying: "My name is Jing yuan! What's yours?". After saying that the boy looked at me with a confused face as he just let out a laughing sound, I looked at him confused too as I was mad he didn't answer me back.. ooh.. I was so stupid!! How can a baby talk..? Apart from that I grabbed his hand as I repeated myself:' I'm Jing yuan!! Who are you?', as I was saying that my mom and her friend came out from the kitchen started by my loud voice, they quickly went to the sofa and as my mom was opening her mouth to told me to lower my voice, something interrupted her.. it was the baby saying:' J-Jing y-y.. y-uan..'  everybody (me too) looked at the little boy schoked, he said his first word.. and it was.. my name..? I quickly smiled as his mom hugged him tightly, I looked at my mom as she just smiled at me.
From now me and Ren became best friends, we hang out every time including today, it's been 1 month since I last saw him, it was because he was too busy learning martial arts.. so every time I wanted to hang out he said he didn't had time. But that's not for today! I choose to wear a white shirt and some blue jeans, as I went out I sprayed on myself some perfume and chose to let my hair loose and not putting it on my normal ponytail.

Ren's POV:

I was excited too see Jing yuan.. he was like an older brother to me.. we didn't saw each other in a month.. so I thought nothing changed.. that until I saw him..
His body.. did he work out.. or was his chest always this muscular...? The same thing was about his abdomen abs thet were so visible on that white shirt he was wearing.. after gathering myself from those thoughts I saw him running to me with joy as he hugged me.. he smelled so good... I hugged him back as we started talking.
"I missed you so much Ren! You were always do busy... I had no one to talk to.. what about you?" He said smiling, I answered blushing : "I kept working on learning martial arts.. I had no one to talk to too.. I missed you too"
He looked at me shy as he patted my head, I wanted to tell him so bad that I won't see him ever again after today.. but i couldn't..

Jing Yuan's POV:

I saw ren sad expression, I was confused so I just looked at him and asked him if he was okay.. but he just said he was fine..;
To lighten up the mood I grabbed his hands as I walked to get us something to eat, "want some Ice cream?" I asked smiling, he simply nodded, so I got us 2 ice creams.. we kept talking.. I mean I kept talking as he just nodded and let out some noises.. The mood was akward so I just thought about going home, but as i said "I'm going ho-" he grabbed my arm and leaned his head on my chest hugging my waist and whispering "don't leave.. let's stay like this.. I'll miss you.."
As he said that I let out a laugh and I  stared at him confused but not asking anything.. after some time he got up from his seat, standing on his feet to be as tall as me as he kissed me softly on the lips.. it was a soft kiss.. his lips were on mine.. and they felt good.. I didn't push him away.. it felt good... And from the pleasure.. I wrapped my arms around his neck.. as he grabbed my ass tightly squeezing it.. and from that gesture i let out a soft moan... As I heard my own moan I pushed him quickly away looking at him embarrassed and out of breath as I whispered "what was that.?"

Ren's POV:

As I heard his moan, I looked at his eyes hungry.. i wanted to hear him moan more.. but as I thought that.. his push woke me up.. I looked at him shy and said:" I Like you Jing yuan.. In this period we didn't hang out because I was too embarrassed to see you.. every time i look at you.. i feel butterflies in my stomach.. I like everything about you.. your laugh.. your smile.. your empathy.. i love you for being yourself.. I Love You...
After telling him that I looked at his expression.. his face had a soft blush.. I just looked down embarrassed as I said "you like me back yes or no?"

Jing Yuan's POV:

I looked at him shy as I answered his question "Yes... Y-yes I like you back too.. I like you too.. A lot...
As I said that he hugged me and hid himself on my chest while I kept ruffling his hair..

Ren's POV:

As I hid myself I let out a tear and said whispering in a low tone: i'm sorry.. I will miss you.. don't forget me.. I'm sorry..

Jing Yuan's POV:

I heard Ren whispering something.. but I couldn't catch it.. so I asked smiling  "what did you say Ren?"
He looked at me and replied "nothing.. nothing.. You know that i love you right?"
I smiled as I nodded and said "of course! And I love you too..
Please remember that I will always love you.. ok?
I looked at him quite confused as I just hummed and replied with an ok..
As it was the time to go back home he kissed me, using his tongue while I ruffled his hair, our kiss was intense and full with passion.. I smiled him back as he smiled back too..
It was the last time I saw him smile..