i want to be yours

Mind is fucked up....

After talking with his mother kook was his own thoughts... His mind was fucked up he don't know what to do his mothers all words are roaming in his mind in that half mind he was walking middle of road...

Tae pov :- after all the discussion everyone left for their respective work .. I was thinking about kookie reaction... His Emotionless reaction... Where he went... Is he's boyfriend know about our marriage... I was thinking all this when I got call from jack..

On call...

Jack :- hello boss

Tae :- yes Jack speak what you got?

Jack:- boss may be eunwoo is Mr Lee's son..

Tae :-  what are you sure about it.. If it's true then bun is in big trouble...

Jack:- boss it's not confirmed yet give us one week more for confirmation we need to go to Italy sir..

Tae :- do it fast Jack... But don't worry me and bun is getting married after 4 days so please hand over your work to Chen and come back for wedding...

Jack :- okay boss ( in mind is jisoo okay, I need to talk to her)

Both cut the call , then immediately sohee called tae and ask him to meet her she also informed tae that she talk with bunny and right now he is just confused about his feelings for both you and eunwoo...

In cabin with sohee..

Tae :- eomma why you called me here...

Sohee :- take a seat i will tell you...?
So sohee told him everything what they both talk... How she try to confront kook... Try to explain him he don't love him nor he hates tae.. Everything.... And she sternly said she will not accept anyone other than tae in his life....

Tae :- but eomma we can't force him... If he really loves him I am ready eomma... After yesterday.. I am rethinking about my decision eomma...

Sohee :- tae.. She can feel how much this is difficult for tae to let go his bun..

Tae:- don't worry eomma may be bun's boyfriend is Mr lee's son I will protect him by my life .. I will do anything for kook if he is targeting kook for me then I will disappear from everyone's life but please don't force kookie... Said with emotionless face... I don't want my bunny to live his life in forceful relationship...

Sohee:- in mind how can you are this selfless bear... You deserve whole world .. Just cuz kook love him you are ready to sacrifice anything and if you do that you yourself know what will exactly happens with you but still... No I will not let this happened..

Sohee :- stop talking and listen me first... Kook went lee industry to confront eunwoo but he is not there or may be they didn't meet nor talk to each other so .. You are getting bun is not his first priority... So now shut up and ready for marriage if this marriage will happened we will confront kook and then everything will be fine okay you are getting my point....

Tae :- okay eomma...

But who told them future hold another thing ...will future be fine or more complicated let's see....

After that he goes towards his bun's secret place he knows when his bun's mind f*cked up... He need to think deeply he goes there and spend hours and hours there alone... He was on the way when the scene he saw..leave his mind, heart frozen....he ran towards his bunny . he push jungkook with all the force... And Ahhhhhhhhh  unfortunately a bike hit taehyung... Cuz of bike he thrown little away from the hitting spot....

Others pov :- kook was on the way to his secret place but at the same time lots of thoughts are roaming around in his mind so didn't get that he was actually walking in middle of a road... He was in his own thought fighting with his heart and his mind... He started to cross the road he didn't saw signal  turn red and when he started to walk.... But he didn't notice a bike with full speed coming toward him.. Tae saw hit and ran, save his bunny but he got hit...

Kook pov :- i was in my own thoughts I didn't recognize that i am at middle of road... I heard a horn sound when I saw in that direction... That bike is in full speed coming towards me I was frozen... But before that someone push me and come in front of that bike.. That bike hit him and he thrown little away from the spot.... When I saw that person's face I was shock it was my hyungie... Hyungie save me... But what I saw make me speechless hyungie trying to stand up... He did and come to me straight away he had blood marks in his head his hand is little broken but still he come to me...

Tae :- bun you are okay na... You didn't get hurt.. Baby bun say something I am getting worried... bunnn...

Kook :- ( in mind - he is looking at tae like how can someone care for him that much... Instead of him me should go to him checking upon him but look he is checking me despite being badly hurted by this ).. I am okay but look you got hurt.. Let's go..

Tae :- leave it bun... You are okay na then I am fine.. But where were you lost bunny.. Are you mad or what haa..

Kook :- again amazed by tae but he composed himself and said.. Scold me afterwards but now I am calling jack he will take you to the hospital okay.. Let them treated you...

Tae :- no don't call jack he is out of town I will go myself...

Kook :- no you will not let me call uncle... Then he called his driver uncle and then tae went with him... Kook informed elders about tae being hurt and he left... With fucked up mind.. After tae's this action he is more frustated... His mother each and every words are making sense ...he is not getting any conclusion... He left from there...

Tae pov :- I got hardly hitted by bike but my only priority is my bun... Somehow I stand up and went to bun... After seeing him I can say that he was amazed ... But my main focus on bun... When he said he is totally fine... I got relief...... We talk for a while then he send me to the hospital but I told him to send me home cuz I saw msgs from my both parents they are waiting for me so I went home directly.....

Other hand kook reached his cottage... This cottage has every facilities as well as it's 100% safe and secure....he sat in balcony and started to staring at moon... He started to talk to moon..

Conversation with moon....

Hey moon you know what is happening with me  I am getting married to a person ... I think I hate him the most... But you know moon when I talk to mom she told me I didn't hate hyungie.. Nor I love my boyfriend.. Then you tell me moon if I didn't love my bf then who I love.... And if I didn't hate tae then what I actually feels for him...

You also don't know na... You know I tried a lot... To contact eunwoo.. But he didn't respond.. He even call his secretary.. But not me... I even called him but he didn't recognize my voice and he called some lady as baby... But moon still everything happened with me I didn't get hurt the way eunwoo treat me today I didn't... Am I really do love him or not... Mom says she can insure that he don't love me... You told me moon he really loves me..? Leave it let's talk about priority.. He didn't consider me as priority moon of he does then I have to call me Or simple msg that he will be busy but not he didn't even saw my msg..

And in other hand moon.. Hyungie he even get hitted by bike...get hurt badly but still come to me asking me if I am okay or not even through its me who have to ask him.... Mom said hyungie prioritised me over his own life and look mom was right moon...

What should I do... Will I choose hyungie... Or my bf? He continuously staring at moon but suddenly he got something in his mind... Leave both tae and eun his family his mom dad eomma Appa are important.. What they want his and tae's marriage then he will agree for that... He smile a little and staring at his phone checking if eunwoo msg him or not but no eunwoo didn't msg and his phone also switched off....he got little angry he called his parents and tell them he is ready for marriage and he is coming home after sometime...

Let's see if how both families preparing for the engagement...will kook and tae will coming close with each other....