In these moments I feel really transparent
I feel like I really don't give a fuck the facade is over the ego is dead the face I put on is gone and now I'm just sitting here a shell of myself
A sad ass man with no outlook on the future who's destined for a poverty stricken life where nothing goes right and I'm constantly either sabotaged or self sabotaging
I just really don't know what to do where to go
I feel so fucking lost
I feel like im at the end of the road
