Start over||Seungjin

Twelve

The lovers walked out of the store holding a couple bags as they walked side by side. "Let's go back home now, I want to cuddle with you and seongjin" Seungmin said shyly as the older intertwined their fingers.

"Anything you'd like" hyunjin said smiling at the puppy boy who walked beside him. "Let's hurry then" Seungmin said softly and hyunjin nodded giggling when the puppy boy began to walk faster.

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Seungmin laid the freshly washed and changed baby onto the queen sized bed, giggles leaving his lips when the baby squirmed and immediately stopped when his pacifier was placed between his tiny lips. His little hands grabbing onto his papas fingers.

"Clean pup, you smell so nice baby" The puppy like boy spoke as he nuzzled his nose into the almost 3 month olds little  tummy. Seongjin looked around as much as he could before stopping at his papa who had picked up his head.

"You're getting so big too fast" seungmin spoke remembering how he was rushed to the hospital like it was yesterday. He picked his baby up so he was on his chest.

He hummed a random song with his soft honey like voice as he softly swayed his body. He rubbed the baby's back as he put the baby to sleep.

Seungmin had put the baby down in the middle of the bed. He stroked his chubby cheekies before sitting up on the edge of the bed. He stretched his arms catching a  glance at the phone that was on the nightstand completely turned off for the past 2 days.

"Seungminnie~~" hyunjin called out softly as he walked into the room towel in his hand as he dried his long hair. Seungmin cut out of his thoughts as he turned to look at his lover. "Hmm?" He hummed careful to wake his pup.

"Nothing just wanted your attention" the ravennette spoke cheekily as he put his borrowed towel down. "So needy" the puppy like boy said shaking his head as a gentle smile made its way to his lips.

"Ready for bed?" Hyunjin asked as he looked at seungmin who nodded. Hyunjin lied down on the empty side of the bed, his slim fingers instantly going to touch the baby's cheeks. "So soft~" he spoke lowly and seungmin smiled as he looked at the taller.

"You should rest, tonight I'll take care of the baby" seungmin nodded a little smile on his face as he laid his head onto the pillow sighing lightly as he touched the babies little fist.

"Minnie what's wrong? Did I do something?" Hyunjin asked letting his hand rest under his head as he looked at the brunette. "Huh? I'm okay you did nothing wrong, where did this come from?" The younger asked earning a shrug.

"Your phone, you haven't picked it up all day and seems like something's bothering you" The taller explained. "Everything's okay" Seungmin said not wanting to tell the older male about those hateful comments that take up more than half of his instagram comment section.

"Min tell me the truth, I can see that you're hurting. We ended because of zero communication I don't want this, us to end again, so please tell me what's wrong so I can help" the ravenette spoke and the younger felt tears prick at the corners of his eyes. Was he being distant were they going to come to an end again because of him, he didn't want that to happen again.

"I'm sorry~" he said softly avoiding eye contact with the older male. "No need to apologize my love just tell me what's been bothering you" seungmin nodded at the taller males words sighing shakily as he looked at the pup sleeping between them.

"It's hard dating you. And it's not because of you really. It's your batshit crazy fans. I get hate thrown at me left in right for being with the person I love. the second I post or comment on someone else's post I get lashed out at for being happy. I just want to do the things I love and spend time with the people I love but even that bothers people. I don't like this it hurts and  has me overthinking things. Like if I'm really fit to be with you and if I'm enough"

Seungmin glanced at the ravennette 'was I to harsh, did I word it wrongly?' He thought, adverting his gaze to his fingers.

The ravennette sighed, softly stroking the brunettes hair. "I'm so sorry that you feel that way because of my fans. Thank you for telling me" The ravenette said wiping the tears off the younger's cheeks. Seungmin hummed contently as the older's thumb careered his hot cheeks.

"Tired?" Hyunjin asked brushing the brunettes hair back. "Just a little~" seungmin said trying to keep his eyes open. "Go to sleep silly" the ravennette said softly caressing the other males cheek. "Mmm~" seungmin hummed softly still trying to keep his eyes open.

"You forgot something~" seungmin giggled softly and hyunjin looked at the younger confusingly. "Kisses baby" the puppy boy smiled softly watching the older's expressions change quickly.

Hyunjin managed to get closer to his lover and avoided hitting their baby in the process. He captured the younger's lips and kissed his sweetly. Their lips molding together perfectly as they moved their lips in sync.

Seungmin pushed the older back softly, feeling shy as butterflies rumbled in his stomach. "You're so cute and soft" Hyunjin cooed as he laid his head onto his pillow. "Am not" the puppy boy refused as he looked at the taller who grinned. "Okay Minnie whatever you say bubs"

"Good night Hyune~" seungmin said clutching his pillow as he sighed contently.  "Good night puppy, I love you~" Hyunjin replied as he caressed the younger males head. "I love you too" The brunette said half asleep and hyunjin giggled softly.

Written & published-2.7.24

To be continued...