•_it's the way we are_•

\_tonight you and me_/-

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Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed
Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live

Your hand that I held...
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We've been riding this way..you and me...under moonlight
... spotted by the stars...
Feeling the vibe....
With you holding on me tight...
We arrived at our destination...we went to the building and took the elevator to drop us in the forth floor ....
"Come one these way.."I said with calm tone
"....yeah sure.."he was following me just like curious little pupp
...I opened my door and gesture for his to come in ...
With gentle and slow footsteps we entered the house...
"Sorry for the mess around... I'm almost away from home because of the work"scratch the back of my head
"Oh ... it's alright Haru...I mean my room isn't perfect either..."he looked at me ...we suddenly chuckled in embarrassments...
I say him looking down with blush
And I couldn't stop words from coming out"you look cute with blush"
He smiled and suggested to me"If you don't mind me I want to help you cleaning your house ....two working better than one alone.."
Raise my eyebrow"you really want to do it....I mean I don't want to be such burden..."
He shakes his head slightly and added"could you please show me where's the cleaning materials.."
I gave him the cleaning hand then I grabbed the apron
"Here let me help you..."
With calm tone, gently putting the apron on him...I slightly pulled him closer to me and whisper gently on his ear..."could cook me some of the udon too...I guess you'll make me happy if you do ..."gaze into his eyes...
He blushed and look at me and nod..
"Good boy..."i tried my best to not go further...while the fire burning me ... hurting me...I don't want those boundaries...I want you...
I left him doing the cleaning while I head to the bathroom...I decided to take bath ...
-after the bath-
I decided to wear my pants and shirt while my hair still messy and wet...i headed back to hanataro I noticed he already cleaned...and now he's cooking..."I see you've already done....good job..." He turned to see me ... noticing he's blushing...
I approached him and stand right behind him to take out a box of cookies...I got stick to him from his back..."Haru....."he said with weak tone "hmm...hold on I'm trying to get cookies box"..."yeah sure..." I grabbed the box but...I decided to stay closer for him for this time...let him feel my breath against his neck..
..."do you want cookie?.."I said
He nodded...
I grabbed a cookie and putted a cookie in his mouth..he start chewing it and then I leaned slightly so he's eyes meets mine ...I smiled gently "did you like it..."
"Yes Haru... it's tasty and delicious.."
I smiled and pat his head
"Good boy.."
I decided to help him on cooking the udon....we enjoyed eachother company....
"Ouch..."i turned because of the slight scream from the boy next to me...
I tried to keep my cool but I kept panicking
"Hanataro....dear you're alright"I quickly pick him and put him on kitchen counter and try to look at the injury.... look like it's little burn on his hand ...I smiled and look at him reassuring "don't worry... you'll be good ..."I rushed to my dorm and grabbed the emergency aid kit..."let me help..."...I treated his injury..."and you'll good now..."i kissed the place that gave him pain.."thank you haru...you didn't have to worry that much..."look at him
I added "you should rest I'll finish the rest okay.." I picked him up in my arms and take him to my bedroom and lay him down in my bed "I'll finish the rest you rest here and watch whatever you want" I smiled
I was about leaving until he called me.."Haru... it's okay I'm not injured that bed"
I said in gentle yet firm tone"stay here and don't move... your mom told me to take care of you...and now you're my responsibility "
He tried to stop me from speaking
"Now stop talking cause your opinion doesn't matter...rest for me"
I left while closing the door behind and letting him rest...I felt cool ...warm...my heart beating... he's lovable cute boy...

I was about leaving the bedroom
_skipping Time_
I hold the tray of food for both of us to the bedroom... opened the door
"Hey... I'm back hanatarou...I brought you the food you'll like it"
I smiled looking at him while he's watching movie and covered with sheets
"Oh...Haru ...you didn't have too...if you just called me over..."
"Don't say so... I'm here to take care of you..."
We start to eat together while we sitting close to each other on the bed.. chewing the food... it's calm and silent...I swear god I really enjoy his company

After while we decided to get ready for the bed ..
Throw a pyjamas on the bed "here wear this are very comfy and you'll feel warm in them"
"Thank you haru.."he grabbed them while I left to take care of washing dishes
After while I went back to find him sleeping peacefully
I lay next to him and face him
Watching him sleeping peacefully and smiling to myself... he's adorable little boy...he brought my smile back to my depressed heart
I want to win you over ...I want to hold you closer
We fell asleep together close to each other... sleeping peacefully..