He wraps his hand around my neck and bends down to kiss me but I move my head not letting him. "Jason," I say breathlessly. "To whom do you belong to?" He asks. I swallow hard before answering. "You. I'm yours." I say and next thing his lips on mine...
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Tears come out of my eyes uncontrollably. Sobs leave my mouth. I was hurt.
Feeling betrayed, heartbroken, disappointed. Were my expectations too high?
I thought Jason was a better person, I thought he changed, I thought he was different from Matthew but I was wrong.
I should've given Matthew a chance instead. Jason told me his personal problems, I told no one and he hurts for a few hundred dollars? The words I read are still in my head. Jason told me he loved my personality. He said the classes were only to get to me.
I fell for the wrong person again. A player, I thought he actually had feelings for me.
Maybe you're not a good person, maybe that's why he left too just like Matthew. No no no.
Memories of the day I found Matthew with another girl flood my brain.
"Matthew? Matthew what are you doing here? Who is this?" I say stuttering. "Bella sweetheart, it's life you have to understand." He says coming closer to me. I move back and I feel tears leave my eyes. I quickly wipe them but they didn't stop coming out. "Bella, love, don't cry and you'll be fine." He says.
Those words break me. He doesn't even deny it. Who does that.
I snap away the horrible memory and wipe away my tears. I take my laptop and look for a new series to watch. Ginny and Georgia. Yeah right. I'm desperate.
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After many many minutes of watching I go downstairs to get some water. I pick up my phone and find messages from Riley and Jason.
I click onto Riley's message
Riley: Are you fine? I'm sorry. Fuck Jason. He doesn't deserve you. I wanted to come over but my mom said no. Hope you're fine. I love you.
Get a best friend like mine. I'm so lucky.
Me: I love you more and yes I'm fine.
I guess I lied. I don't want her to worry about me. I don't want her to go to Jason and say shit to him and call him names and curse him out.
I don't even wanna see Jason's message cause I know it's an apology and I can explain and I don't want that. I just wanna be out of his life and he should let me.
I breathe out. I still have that one question that I need an answer to, why tell me his personal problems knowing very well he does not like me and I'm just a bet? Why would he cry?
Maybe because he's a master actor? Probably
I shake my head and breathe out again. Aim, get Jason out of my head and lose feelings. I'm going to the beach cabins and I'll be fine there. I mean my best friend will be there so it won't be boring.
You invited Jason, remember? Shoot I forgot. Another problem. Riley will sort him out.
I ignore Jason's message but deep down I wanna know what he's saying, if I give him another chance I'll get hurt again.
I click on Jason's message and all I saw was a paragraph. Why is he sending me paragraphs, whatever he's explaining is a lie. He shouldn't have let me see that post. He should've came, call me, I'm not reading that a long paragraph. It's definitely not worth my time.
It's not worth it.
I leave him on read and go back to my room. I find Jacob sitting on the stairs, "what do you want?" I ask. He smirks and runs a hands through his hair leaving it messy.
Why do girls fall for this guy? You will never understand girls. His hair is always messy and he doesn't have the best voice.
Maybe your brother is just good looking? Nope.
"I told you to stay away from him," he starts off. Yeah yeah you were right so what? I got my heartbroken yes now what? "I thought he changed." I say. He rolls his eyes and the smirk never leaves his lips.
"I'm a boy Bella..." I cut him off, "means you also bet on girls and hurt them all the time? I don't believe it." I say. I was disappointed and my brother just told me he does the same to other girls?
"No I don't place bets on girls no that's just wrong, I am a player yes. Bella stay away from Jason and his crew. If he really has changed, go back to him just know I'll be here for you when you cry." Wait what? He just told me to stay away from him and go back to him at the same time and he'll be there for me.
He's saying he'll support every decision you take dumbass. Oh yeah.
"Thanks bro, wanna go out and do something?" I ask. I know we're both bored. "At this time of the night?" He asks surprised. I don't go out at night so I understand. "Yeah I mean we're both bored and I need something to distract me you know get Jason out of my head."
To be honest, I cried for Jason more than I did for Matthew. I thought Jason loved me and how I am. Disappointments are always there I guess.
Yeah but you'll be fine. Yes I will.
"We could go watch a movie I guess," Jacob says and I find myself smiling.
"Why don't you invite your friends? It'll be fun." He says. "Nope, I just wanna be with my brother or is too cheesy oh lovely brother?" I say putting an accent.
He rolls his eyes and gets in the driver's sit. "I can't believe you hurt girls too," he looks at me unimpressed. "I'm a handsome guy what do you expect?" Then shoots me a smile. I put up a fake smile and we drive off.
Jacob and I have totally different music taste. He loves Hiphop and I love afrobeats and Doja Cat's hiphop.
Because you related to her love songs. I don't know what you're talking about.
The drive was filled with laughter and singing along to Jacob's songs. I just found out that J.Cole's music is dope.
You even speak rap now. Rap is a language? You're using words they use in their songs to speak.
We get off the car and Jacob gets us tickets and brings some snacks.
I'm so so so sorry for ghosting you guys for weeks. School opened, school work is too much and I barely had time for Wattpad. I got time today and I decided to write. Hope you liked it. I won't ghost you for weeks again.
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