amorously glistening || straykids bxb smuts

use me.. ⟡ minsung

may / does contain.. ⯎

cum-stuffing ⯎, degrading ⯎, over-stim ⯎

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angst⯎, happy ending ⯎, fluff ⯎

whats happening in this chapter?

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|| after an argument with minho han finds himself being treated coldly by minho for the next few days, he tries to say sorry but minho ignores him. Until he apologises with his body but only ends up feeling like a fool.

"No Jisung, you've cuddled directly on felixs lap infront of me. But when I let him cuddle with me theres a fucking problem? We are both his best friend, don't you understand!? " Minho yelled infront of his boyfriends ears. Tears were welling up at his eyes. threatening to fall. But he knew he had to push them down. He couldn't let minho know he was being weak.

His hands shook as he couldn't handle this argument anymore. "Minho, I was drunk when that happened. You fucking know it, so tell me how is that fair?" he tried to raise his voice but he knew that if he did he would cry, and he didn't want to.

Minho sighed. He had nothing to say at all. He knew jisung had a point and he didn't. "Jisung. He's my friend. You know I don't like him! I'm your boyfriend, correct?" He pauses his sentence to let jisung nod.

"If we are together why would I need anybody else? I didn't cheat did I? I didn't leave you did I? So stop being so jealous and let me breathe!" A tear had finally slid down his smooth cheek. Minho knew he was reaching weak. he knew he could take advantage of it. "You think crying is gonna calm me down?!"

Jisung knew minho had just classified him vulnerable and bare judging by the way he brought up his crying. His brain completely broke down, activating his own fight or flight.

Dozens of other tears dropped down his face with Dozens after that. He did his best to shake his head. "Minho! We have been dating for almost 3 fucking years. Anybody could get bored in that timeframe! I dont know if you understand but how can I trust that you still love me! So don't start with that bullshit."

His mind threw out harsh and loud sobs mid-sentence, completely betraying his will not to. He couldn't continue letting minho see him like this. "Why the fuck would I get bored? If I was bored I wouldn't even be yours right now what else do you want me to do to prove I still love you? Is it not enough? After all those years of me doing the most and loving you beyond this is what I get?"

He couldn't do this anymore.

"Really Jisung? If you really think I don't love you just- Now you're just gonna run away. Whatever! If its what you do best then go ahead!"

He yelled to the distressed jisung as he rushed himself upstairs, His sobs and tears as unstoppable as he entered their bedroom. He left minho downstairs vexed.

Jisung had never seen that side of minho before. He had never been yelled at like that by minho and he didn't like it at all. He hoped to never get that side of minho again. His crying slowly died down as he just laid there.

His emotions were seeping out of him by the moment which left him emotionally numb, no thoughts, no emotions, just pure gray feelings.