Let me love you | Meanie

Chapter 1

wonwoo's pov:

She was sleeping after an exhausting night that was worth skipping the classes... the knocking sound from the door disturbed her perfect sleep and she woke up but she still looked so beautiful in that less clothing... when she opened the door she didn't expect that guy she has been craving would be in the doorstep and then he suddenly, "yah... woo~ open this fucking door before I destroy it... ya wonwooo" that is my annoying sister noise came from outside which perfectly ruined my favorite drama story narration time with my bestie... shit... my mom should have aborted this one. "yeah.. coming miss" wonwoo said to her sister and cut the call with his bestie seokmin by telling him that he will call after 10 minutes because it's the time for his dad to come home...

He opened the door for his sister and plopped on his bed. He started to re-watch the same scene which he narrated again for the 15th time on the same day. "How many times you're gonna watch that same scene again and again? Are u that free?" Here we go again I didn't even ask her anything she started to annoy me.. god pls give me patience.

After a sigh he answered, "yes, i am gonna watch it again and again because look at song kang, he so perfect to not look watch this clip again and again", she huffed some word and started to study. Even though watching the same episode again his mind is replaying all his life events... Jeon wonwoo born in a middle class family and which is most disciplined house hold... he never taken the decisions in his life from dresses to studies it's all the parents choice and which they think it's best for him... he should wear the dress which discomforts him, he should eat the food which he doesn't like, he changed walking and eating style just because his parents doesn't like it... and all came to end when he came out.

yes... he came out in this household few months ago and of course his parents doesn't wanted him to end up like this but in the end after so many fight and tears they accepted the fate and moved on... but they are not talking like before, they are not sharing like before... he was no more special for them, they don't even consider him, his sweet talks with his mom became less, little deep talk with dad became less... and his sister always pouring the anger on him because he came out and his parents expecting more from her.

"don't I have heart can someone consider me as human who is alive and craving for love? And I'm gonna die single because of my expectations", my trails of thoughts got cut off when my dad called my name like full name... did I do something again? No, I even got an excellent percentage in the past semester and I'm doing well now too.. but why he is calling me?

"Yes dad, do u need something?" I asked him politely and with a soft voice so that I could escape from what was coming. "aah... wonwoo my boss arranging a party in coming Sunday and he asked me to invite you because he want to meet you after I told him about your skill and percentage. so, don't forget it and prepare yourself, okay?" My father caring for me after so many months seemed so weird and overwhelming at that moment so I said "okay" and came to my room and locked it... but I forgot that little devil is still here... "yah.. can't you go and study in another room". Guess what she said "you can go and sleep in that room". I became sad I wanted my bed comfort now but I was not in the mood to argue with her.

I went to the other room and sat there for 15 min, remembering what happened? does dad still care about me? I know he loves me, but can't he show it through words or actions he always prioritized my sister over me and did everything for her but he doesn't even know what I like. I should stop thinking like this... this is not good for my mental health and my body too. He laid on his mattress and started muttering numbers so that he wouldn't be drowned in his thoughts.

Mingyu's Pov

I heard banging sounds from the door which disturbed my beauty sleep Bro I gotta chance to kiss in my dreams. I woke up so lazily and went to open the door. "yah min", before he even said my name I opened the door and looked at the bright figure with anger. "what is now jeonghan? Is cheolie not at home? Why are u bothering me?" and then I realized I messed up big time when he pulled my ear to his height and fuck it hurts like hell... "aaah... hyung it hurts leave me... aah... yahh... seungcheol come and save me". I begged him to stop.

"He can't save u and what the hell don't you have uni to attend and you're in fucking final year of your masters gyu don't u have the sincerity to finish your project", then he left my ears and I looked at him.. not to joke he looked like an angry bunny. "hyung... i finished all the work at night and wanted 10 min extra rest which was perfectly ruined by you" mingyu said in a sad tone and kicked a puppy face which Jeonghan couldn't tolerate.

"oh my... sry gyu... I thought you were over sleeping again". "it's okay hyung... Anyway, I'm gonna get ready for uni, is hyung is not at home?" "I'm here, pabo" I heard Mr.Seungcheol's voice from behind... "aah hyung you are here and didn't helped me" "I thought u deserved it for disturbing me while I was on the date for that ice cream" cheol smirked at me which I can't tolerate anymore. this bitch I'm gonna kill him but his lovely boyfriend interrupted by saying "stop you both, gyu go and get ready and u cheol u have to treat your brother nicely".

I entered my room, and started to get ready for uni... after eating breakfast I went to car sat on the back seat because the front one reserved for jeonghan and I don't want to mess up again. "mingyu yah... do you remember the date of tomorrow?" Cheol asked in a soft voice which got mingyu's attention.

"Yes, hyung when are we going to meet Mom and Dad?" I asked in a soft voice and low tone which made jeonghan turn to look at me... I know he worries about me more but I can't mask my feelings sometimes. "gyu... u don't have to mask your feelings with us and we know how much you suffer too and we are going to meet them in the morning" jeonghan answered me, and he linked his hands with cheol hyung...

I sighed and looked out the window "I wish I also had someone who I rely on without hesitation and share everything momma, papa do I have that luck in my life? I don't think I have it... but let's go with the flow"

After 45 min of silent ride, the car stopped in front of my uni. I got down and bid bye to my hyungs. hannie hyung looked at me with worry in his eyes. "hannie hyung I'm not that 14 year old guy who wanted to take his life because his parents died in a car accident anymore... you know that right? I'm stronger now... and I promise you I won't do anything that's stupid and which hurts you guys... believe me okay" I promised my hyung hugged him before I entered into uni...