𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝘼𝙡𝙡 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙒𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙩 "𝙇𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙂𝙞𝙧𝙡"{𝙋𝙩.𝟮}

13 . Feeling Something

Woo Seok POV

What if it is love ? But I don't want to get betrayed by someone who's my first .
But what if she keeps my heart safe and I'm the one who becomes a red flag for her .
No way !

She makes me feel like I'm living a dream where she's my Goddess and I'm her servant . She's has got power to bend down a Mafia king infront her .
She's something that I want to achieve .

".............. So it's enough ! There is nothing more to tell . Understood it ?" She said as I came back to my sense .
" Hm . Timing ?" I said coldly .
" Still 30 minutes left ." She said as she looked at her watch .
" Ok . Let's grab a coffee ." I said as I called waiter and ordered two cappuccino .
" W-Why are y-you suddenly being considerate ?" She asked as she hesitated .
" I don't like to live with a loan on me ."
" L-loan ?"
" You helped me with study stuff so that's why . Don't ask such questions . You're annoying ." I said as I could sense she was hurt by my words .

But why does she get affected by my words this much ?

" O-Ohk ."
We were quiet till waiter came up with our orders .
" Sir , here's your order ." He said and went .

" Um....... I've question ." She said looking down with holding cup in her hand .
" Hm ."
" D-Do you h-hate me ?" That question of hers caught me in worst position of life where I wasn't in love neither I was liking her but I was obsessed with her .
I didn't reply .
She was still looking down holding cup in her hand but this time I was unsure whether she was crying or not .
When I looked at her keenly I saw two-three tear drops . I was taken aback . Before I could speak , she spoke .
" I-I can understand you if y-you h-hate me . " She said .
" I don't hate you ." I said with no emotions .
She looked up harshly . Her doe eyes filled with tears . Slowly her nose turned into red one .
" Don't lie ! " She raised her voice at me .

" I ain't . Neither I hate you nor I like you ." I said as she stopped abruptly . I lied .

" W-What ? What does that even mean ?" She asked .

" That means I don't have any feelings for you . Neither hate nor love ." I lied once again .

She stood up , grabbed her coffee and looked at me and said ,
" I understand . Sorry for being troublesome ." With that she started walking outside .

I wanted to say that I was obsessed with her . I started to having feelings for her but I don't know what happened to my mouth when it was time to say what I felt.
I myself don't know why I lied ?
I followed her . She didn't notice me . She went to the same garden where I met her first after hospital .
She fell down while crying . I don't understand that why does she even get upset , sad just because I say something rude .

Why does she gives me deja vu every time I see her crying ?
What does she have that attracts me to her ?

" Why can't he just love me ? Does he need to remember me to love me again ? Why am I so unlucky ? I had only one hope but now that seems false too . The people I love easily go away from me . Am I not destined to be happy ? " She cursed herself but she didn't know that I was listening her .

She wants me to love her ? That's what exactly my heart is doing ......... To love her !

What connection does she have with me ? How can I find this ?

I quickly went to her , offered her handkerchief .
She looked up at me. She was surely surprised . But inside my heart was pounding like it would blast right away .

" Why are you here ?" She asked meanly .
" Because you are my responsibility ." I said as she stood up and made me look at her harshly .
" You don't need to take my responsibility . I can handle myself . JUST GO !" She screamed on my face .
I closed my ear as she was showing that she was totally unsatisfied with my actions .