Love or Lust (Taynew ff)

Love or Lust (Taynew)

AUTHOR POV

In dining hall

New was eating his breakfast silently that make Tay malaise.

"Are you going somewhere?" asked Tay.

"Yes." answered New without looking at Tay.

"Where?" asked Tay.

"It's none of your business." answered New annoyingly.

"What! I'm your husband so It is my business."said Tay irritatingly.

New finished his meal and got up from the chair and started walking towards Tay's room without answering.

"New! Table manners?" Tay shouted.

New stopped and came back to the dining table and sat down again and started using his phone.
Tay stared at New feeling anger towards him but started finishing his meal silently. When Tay finished his meal New went to the Tay's room straight and Tay followed him.

"Looks like these two won't get along. I don't understand why did they married to each other."talked a lady servant slowly to others.

"Do you all get your salary for gossiping? Go before I dismissed you all." said Busaba to the servants and they apologized and went away from there as fast as they can🤣.

In Tay's room

When New came into the room he found some sticky notes on some places which was telling about the places. Only then Tay entered in the room and saw New reading the notes.

" I built this house like illusion. These notes will help you to identify the places of room. When you will memorize the places then remove the notes." said Tay calmly setting on the sofa.

"Now tell me where are you going?"asked Tay folding his hands on his chest.

New didn't answer and started get away from there again. When he reached at the door of room Tay held his right hand and asked when New turned to him
"What is this Why are you acting like this?"

"Leave my hand Tay."said New trying to freed from Tay's hold. Tay stared at New quitely trying to understand his behavior.

"Are you angry because of that girl. Then don't worry I'm not in any relationship and never been. She was just manipulating you." said Tay smiling. He thought that New was jealous.

"What! I didn't ask for any explanation. Leave my hand Tay." said New trying to get away from him desperately.

" I didn't hold your hand to let go baby boy. After all you are my lovely husband." Tay flirted with New and subsided the distance between them.

"It's disgusting to hear such things from you. I'm not your personal prostitute to fulfill your desires. Let me go."said New angrily.
Listening this Tay stiffen and his hold loosen. New freed his hand from Tay's loosen hold and turned to open the door but Tay grabbed his hands and pinned him against the closed door.

"So what about the yesterday night Hann! When you was moaning under my desires. Hann!"asked Tay angrily.

New didn't answer just trying to be free from Tay's hold while his eyelids were down.

" Look at me.."said Tay.

"......"

"I said Look at me New Thitipoom "said Tay furiously😠.

"WHAT! that night we both were DRUNK. And It was you who forced yourself on me using husband card. And I swear if you used your husband card on me again to get closed to me I'll punch you. found your answer! now let go of my hand." said New frustratingly.

Don't know why Tay felt that something is hurting in his heart.
He became furious and tighten his gripe powerfully that will make bruise on New's hands sure.

"Tay you're hurting me. Sshhh...aah." hissed New in pain.

"I'll not letting you go until you will surrender to me New." told Tay furiously and brought his lips against New's.

"Let me gmmmmm...Mngh-ph.."

Now Tay is kissing New forcefully. He kissed New roughly until New
was short of breath. When he looked at New he saw coming of water from New's eyes. Tay felt New's hates in his eyes and this was hurting him. He felt shame on his action and Let go New's hands.
Tay came to the sofa and sat down letting his upper body fell on sofa wall. He covered his eyes with hands and became silent. Meanwhile New stood there sobbing and looked at Tay sadly.
Then New whipped his tears and went away from the house. He came to his childhood bestfriend Gun's house after 2 hours by walking from Tay's house to Gun's. He greeted Gun's mother.

"Hello🙏Mae. How are you?"

" OH! New my dear. I'm good. How are you?"asked Gun's mother lovingly.

Suddenly a 4 years girl hugged New's legs and said affectionately. 

"Dadda!"

" OH! Hey my love. Dadda is here to play with you my angel." said New affectionately while carrying her up.

"I feel jealous of you whenever you came she forget me. Me! 👉who always fulfill her wishes, tolrate her tantrums and  play with her. Do you feel my pain?😩."
said Gun's dramatically. Gun's mother and New started laughing.

"OK OK treat is mine🙂. And thanks  Gun for taking care of my daughter. I'm really greatful to you guys." said New emotionally.

"Hey! Don't make me angry otherwise the volcano within me will be erupted 😤." said Gun showing his false anger.