god I actually am going to talk about my feelings in this. ok so I've been feeling more...... chills and it feels like bugs are just living in my skin, like that feeling.
and some depressing thoughts like hurting myself but the other thing I'ma add on is that I'm planning to start cutting into my skin, I remember just looking at YouTube videos and saw a video called "Jack 005" and I'd see that as some sort of step by step video (tho anybody else in their right mind would find that insane)
but life is pretty weird we don't know what will happen, all I could know is that my parents would get news that I died outside of the show's premiers. all I could know is that I'll have to see my parents get sad while at my funeral
life is short when you realize it, I realized that a long time ago (aka the end of season 1)
but we have to live on and watch others die...... man I'm pretty sure when I read this in the future I'll probably be like "Why did I write this??? I know I was a depressed guy but I didn't know THAT depressed."
but hey all I could know is that I'm more depressed then now In the future
Ughhhh I am actually in the future going to write more in this, all I know this could help me get some feelings out so yeah
Date: November 8, 2017
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